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Thursday, October 3, 2013

Hmmm...Parents went to taiwan without me T_T I love taiwan. But thinking that it would not be fun if i went with them as last year i went to hong kong with them and it wasnt fun at all. I see others going hong kong and it seems sooo interesting but why did i not feel interesting when i went there? And hence this time round i didn go with them as i don wan them to spoil my impression of taiwan! And well seeing there pics of what they took, damn, it is sooo nice and beautiful. Interesting too!! and i regretted of not going with them T_T

Haix...I wan to have a BGR but it just seems that it's hard to find one! :( haix..Does all guys only look at appearance?Are all guys like this?Why?What is love?How do i know that if they fell in love with me?Well, when you thought that they like you, but then actually they don like you..

♥BubblesJoey♥


Sunday, July 28, 2013

Wow~!Soo long didn write blog liao!Haix...
Well, april, upgraded from sec to poly. Poly life, starting was miserable....too stress, cant take it, learning is totally different. However, once i settle down, got used to it, i felt better towards poly life. Well, i went to rp...I don like the rules which states we need to separate class every 15 weeks!!!It's not fair when we got close with each other and we need to separate after 15 weeks!Now my class was afraid of separating. We hated it as we are very close~!it is not fair!!!I don like it...
Haix...15 weeks is getting nearer and nearer..It's going to be week 12!!OMG!!!Cant believe it where it seemed like i just got to know my class few weeks ago~!hahaha..
There's someone that i don wan to be separated with is someone who i hated. I knew him like for only 2 months like that...He's in my class...The first time when we officially know each other was abt 2 months ago. He disturbed me and i "killed" him!! His every action shocked or surprise me.....Hmmm...we have sooo many memories!He helped me buy food...hahaha..Shocked!!That time, the stall was having long queue and my friends saw him and said let's ask him help us buy. Then i said okay lor and i went forward and asked him. Then he said okay leh(Shocked). My friends ended up queued and left me asking him to buy for me. I told my friends that he said okay leh. Then my friends said something and i said huh?What thing?Cos they said it secretly.. Me feeling weird and went to ask him why you wan to help me buy? Then he thought for a while and said cos i got one question to ask you. I was like err...okay?What question? And he said why you voice haven change?Like baby voice like that!That time i was like ....... Will girls change their voice?==I thought boys change their voice only?-.-"and then he helped me buy after that...Haix!!went back to class, gotta do ppt. He done his group de ppt liao and then came to my group and disturb me==then i chased him away,he still don wan to go!!Then his friends came and play with him and saw his pocket spoil. They asked why and then he saw me and said i spoil it==zzz..then i said where got?not me leh==anyhow say then they said ohhhh(loudly)..and they said orh hor faci not around he jiu like that== then they say later someone jealous worr..then he asked if i'm with someone or not sia(shocked)so i said no lah i don like him also. He called me baby(one time) and i was shocked. His friend heard it and said ehh?Why he called me baby?Cannot anyhow call, later someone jealous=.="One time, i received my friend message saying hi...I looked at my friend and ask what happened?Why you text me when you can just ask me just sitting beside of you? Then my friend shocked and said no i didn. Then she looked at him and said haiyo..is he texted de. He text me hi and asked why i so pretty and don ignore. So i asked him why you text me?Wan my number ah? :p hahahha..Then he said ya sia!Shocked!So i asked why do you wan me number?He said cos i wan to know more abt you. So i asked why?He said cos i'm cute and then i speechless sia..omg!!So i said okay lah i give you my number. and i told him actually i have his number too cos of the class whatsapp. Then he said i stalker==zzz..well, after that he text me and said hi. Then we started to be close. He texted me sometimes. but i don know why, what happen, he didn text me and feel lazy to reply me. What was happening?I don know. Recently, heard that he is going to US and not planning to come back anymore. I was like uh...why?Why like that?Then i how?Are you going to leave me and go to US?That whole day, my mood was terrible!!I was totally no mood to do anything. I feel so sad. I kept on holding back my tears in class. I even cried at home. I cried a lot of times. He has been avoiding me after i heard him saying he is going to US. I felt lost. Someone who always talked to me is leaving and he is ignoring me now!!!What is this?Even if you wanted to leave, you also cannot be like that!I don wan to be like that. That week was terrible. He ignored me and i was afraid of talking to him. I didn have much opportunity to talk to him. I feel so sad. I emo for that whole week. Finally i have opportunity to ask him. I asked why he so weird?He said no, he didn. So i asked will you leave without saying goodbye? He said huh?I said forget it, so...will you still be round next week?He said no. My heart started to ache. I asked where you going? He said to Thailand.I asked for what?He said for judo competition. I asked again will you be coming back? He said from when to when he will be back. I was like really?My heart felt relieved. At least he is coming back. I was so happy to know that he is coming back. He is a bhb guy, full of confidence. He is so weird. The first time he is leaving, he told me and said whatsapp him if i miss him but this time round he didn said it. I was like why?What happened?Why like that?Now, he is in Thailand and i feel lost. I'm so bored without him. He's my entertainer, someone who i can "killed".haish!!Now without him, i have no one to disturb. I need to be independent!!!I must get used to my life where there is no him. Since when...he is soooo important. I told him i'm bored without him and he said and then?None of his business.. My heart died. Ha!You pro!!I didn like you. I did so many things is just to give you back what you give me. And that's what i wan to do for you. My friends were jealous of me treating you better than them.Life without you, i went crazy and emo. And that someone was jealous?==whatever, i don know why is he jealous where that person is not around. Yeah, i admitted that he became important cos....he is my entertainer. I need him and i'm not close with you okay?How you wan me to like you?ARGHH!!!Can anyone tell me if i like that person who is in Thailand now? Why did he become immportant?Do i like him?I wonder if anyone would be like him,willing to be fooled by someone such as eating a lot of chilli with cheese fries?He ate it. He doesnt like chilli and he ate half of it where i only wanted to show him the cheese fries with a lot of chilli. His friends asked if he wan to exchange or not(no chilli de) then he said nvm, since she wan to fool me, i eat lor. Shocked sia!!!So what should i do?do i like him or not?

♥BubblesJoey♥


Saturday, February 2, 2013

This is who i am. Sometimes, i'm careless, i'm silly, i'm weird. In front of strangers, i'm a good and quiet girl (ppl told me de). =p hahaha..In front of my friends, i'm crazy, i'm playful? I'm fun, funny maybe?naughty,evil?hahahaha..=p I could be caring too. It depends who are you to me! I guess all my friends don really know me well ba? Cos i didn tell or showed everything. Fear of rejection and lots! That's the reason why I don't reject friends whenever they ask for help. Would always help. Never really hate ppl even if they treat me bad. If those evil ppl treat me good, i would also treat them good. Actually did hate one person cos of his irritating reaction-.-junior only wanna conquer senior?=p hahahaha..jk! well didn't really biased against him but it's because he likes arguing with me-.-" hate it!That's why didn really wanna talk to him,see him,feel like killing him,blood boils!Even hearing his voice can kill me!Whatever he talks to me, i would argue and make sure i win!When i hate ppl, i won't do what they said!I would do the opposite! Yea, i'm childish but i could be mature too but i don't wan cos it seemed too boring =p ahhahaha..

Hmmm...who am i actually?I don like to be independent,i like to depend on others especially my friends and idiot! =p Independent!!What is that?Everything got to do yourself,without having other ppl help?lonely?alone?In front of all my friends,i think i'm different. I gave them a different me. Have silly, blur, dumb, stupid, pro, clever, fun, flirty, evil, have lots of guys friends...Well,having guys friends are just to get to know more abt them. At the age of 16,i felt that i grew up a lot. I learnt not to bother my parents with all the nonsense stuffs. I used my own money to get the things i need. First time i didn ask parents abt any new things. I called stranger no. and asked for tuition but in the end,i felt that the tuition wa so useless. I could depend on myself lor, i don need tuition at all!! I learnt to solve problem myself. I have high expectation for myself, i would make sure that i give my very best and until i'm satisfy with it. For example,being sabo by idiot for recording mt oral reading. I recorded umpteen times and making sure that it's perfect and there's no error in it,no nonsense noises and no error of reading wrong words. But unfortunately, i didn really gave my best for ch during o lvl. I didn studied well enough to get good grades. Haix...

Hmmm..Mature!!Haix..why everyone wants me to be mature? Being mature is so boring,not fun at all! I can be mature but why? I really really feel that being childish is so much more fun lor! haix! Don get it! Hmmm..I'm 17 alr!!wah cant believe it!so fast jiu 17 liao-.-"haix!!Suddenly feel like i should try anything i wanted to do when i'm young such as try being a rocker,pretend to be a famous actor or singer,dress like a boy =p ahhahaha..learn poping,dancing and piano. ahhaha. all these are what i wanted to do now lehh =p don know what come i go this mind set to do all these thing ahhahaha..Don wish to regret on anything!I want to do what i could and i wanted.

Interested in relationship,wanted to know how it is like,what the feeling. Haix has been trying to find one true one but haix. Met one but it was all fake. I swear i saw it. I saw his eyes,has me,his heart only me but then....haix!thought wai biao bu zhong yao,bu then all boys only saw wai biao. haix..i don care abt wai biao,only care abt his talent,his personality!

I don wan anyone who to see me clearly,don know someone who knows me clearly! I don like it. Unless is they discover it but i guess it's hard =p ahhaha..i don like to talk much, don like to caught someone attention such as i injure myself and went to tell everyone. siao ah like that -.-"why must let everyone know abt it leh?if they really concern abt you,they would saw it and ask.Haix..mixed feelings ahh...

♥BubblesJoey♥


Monday, January 7, 2013

Haix..other than results, i'm afraid of the reply. Typed a long email and i click send! I don't know what he would reply, afraid of crying again, afraid of heartbroken again. Or rather i'm afraid of the truth!!! Sometimes truth hurts!!hmmm...didn have much percentage on positive things! Don't know why i became so negative!! Haix!maybe was because of judging a person? Judged wrongly and lost hope abt it? Can't believe it! How can that happened?

Thought i let him go but then just one text, one simple text, one part of memory and the feelings seemed to be back again!! How come? Thought i shut it properly alr? maybe it's hard for someone that could let me fall for everytime he's good to me ba? Haix!! I tried it very hard leyy!! 2 years enough le!! you 1 year, i 1 year, fair and square. Don't count this yer le lah! I scared i would miss you a lot,cried a lot more! Thought i couldn't cry again for you but then seeing you like this, i realised i could cry!

♥BubblesJoey♥



Wahhh!!! Scary sia o lvl results will be out soon. Don't know whether i could make it or not leh..hmmm...

Haix! A bit disappointed. Recently, went to search for Wang Zi de fb but found so many, added one cos i felt that that was the real one but then he never accept sehhh =( haix! He said 改变需要勇气! But why does he wan to change? the more he change, the more i don't like him le leyy =p oops! He alr so good le still wanna change for what? hmmm...still don get it why they disbanded lollipop and became JPM and lollipop F?haix!Who to support leh?Lollipop F have ah wei, xiao yu and ao quan leyy whereas JPM only have Prince sehh maybe Mao Di ba?Why they never come to Singapore de? hmmm...would support both of them!

♥BubblesJoey♥


Wednesday, December 26, 2012

Hmmm..Have i really let him go??Have i really forgotten him?why my heart and my mind seemed like do not have him anymore?No our memories, doesn seem to feel sad abt it anymore?hmmm..lazy to know abt the answer i want to know..have i really let him go?hmmm..i guess this answer i have to wait till results day then i would know abt it,know whether my heart still has him or not..lol


Hmmm...learnt new things recently, especially this holiday =) hmmm..felt that my 16 years old was greatful..cos i felt that i grew up a bit?by not asking parents for money..=p i could depend on myself sehh..really sia..hmmm..soon gonna buy comic and novel to enhance myself..wow!!

♥BubblesJoey♥


Thursday, December 13, 2012

烦！不知道应该怎么做？放手还是不放？

好累哦！怎么你给的每一个回忆，我都觉得好痛啊？为什么都是假的？为什么想哭都哭不出来？是不是我哭太多了？我该怎么办？没有你的好，胡闹，搞笑，温柔，细心，体贴，我该怎么办呢？不能够看到你，我该怎么办？好不习惯啊！你是第一个，你是最好的，你是最棒的，你是我的啊！！！

我该怎么做？累！痛 - 我想最可悲以及最痛苦的痛是想哭却哭不出来吧！我想我只能把我们所有我记得的回忆都还给你吧！一旦还给你后，我们就互不相欠了？还有加上我的感受吧？怎么爱你怎么累？是我太认真了吗？

♥BubblesJoey♥


Thursday, October 25, 2012

haix....it's not that i don wan lent..the problem is i don have..how to lent you?!haix...i don know what to do leyy

♥BubblesJoey♥



Don know what is wrong with me...so many things to care..confusion started and i didn know what to do..seriously i'm tired!!

 Because of him,i lost myself...because of him,i did a lot of things...ha! What a joke! Sometimes,i wish i was wrong...wrong that he didn love me..wrong that he likes other ppl..2 person leyy..walao!!sometimes,i wish...i could really prove that he really love me,show to everyone,proving that they are wrong,he really love me...but....i cant..our distance are getting further and further!!He saw my presence but he treat me as nothing!!Haix..what had happened?

 i thought i avoid for falling in love with him alr...really thought i avoid it!But who knows after that incident happened,he said he like me..he proved it..a lot a lot...i could really really see that..it's true...in his eyes,in his heart....i could feel that..there is only me!!arghhhh!!!butbut why this year.....all gone??what had i done?

 what nonsense,what fall,what love,what prove,what sweets,what like,what help,what wife,what husband,what darling,what miss,what cheer,what smart,what responsible,what careful,what nice,what good,what sweet,what are all these?are them all fake?huh?is it fake?and what's more?concern?i know you might properly being forced ba...faker!!i'm such a fool!!!

 Cant believe that i let you see the real me...most ugly handwriting when rushing,being violent,angry,kind,helpful,caring..i showed you the soft and rough me...i let you see all them!!!really..i don know why..gosh!!!i felt i'm a fool!!who am i to be jealous?who am i to get angry when you flirt?who am i to have the right to see you in a far place?who am i to ask you abt it?who am i to care abt you?who am i to do all these?lastly,who am i to you,idiot?a classmate...a friend...a super normal friend or another one-gf/wife?ha!who can that be that last one?

 but who are you to have such advantage?to have me loving you,treating you good,letting you,give you,helping you,get jealous,let me cry for you,let me bu zhi suo cuo,kill me heart umpteen times,look at you far away?

 why our position seem to be switched?why?haix...

♥BubblesJoey♥


Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Haix..what's wrong?she liao dao feng zi?-.-!!don wanna quarrel with feng zi so jiu let him win..really bu gan xin sia ta-.-"haix..forget it...my duty is yao wang ji ni...yue zao wang ji ni yue hao!!

♥BubblesJoey♥



气！气死我了！算了，算了！在你们的心目中，我就是这种人嘛，不是吗？算了，解释这么多做什么？算了，真的累了。你们帮她嘛，站在她那边嘛。是我错了，低估她的能力。现在，几乎全部的人都站在她那边。好，很好。可笑，真可笑。我这么会跟这种人做朋友嘛？算了拉，没有用的。明明知道会是这样为什么还要向她们解释呢？算了不重要了。不想信我就不相信吧！算了她们不会相信我的。我为什么要骗自己呢？认为她们会相信我呢？haix..真傻!!forget it...forget it!!useless now...go against me lah!!i don care liao..

♥BubblesJoey♥


Saturday, July 28, 2012

Haix..what have i been doing?why am i slacking sooo much?my math,sci and eng are getting from bad to worse...what should i do?i need tuition but i don know how to say to my mama lehh..haix..how to say leh???who can teach me?who can tell me what to say for it?

haix...why in love,am i always the one who suffer the most?why always am i the one who is being rejected?why soo many pp had bf while i haven even had one before?why am i always the one who keep on falling in love with the wrong ppl?i thought last year,i met the right one,the one who really love me,the one who really cares abt me,the one who always stood up for me but.....i was wrong...he's a faker,a liar,a cheater,a pretender,a jerk!!!
He told me he love me,he did a lot of things for me,said the sweetest words,always stood up for me..i know it is all fake but i don know why in the end i believed him and fell in love with him...i know it shouldn happen but i saw in his eyes,there's really me and only me...in front of him,i tried to show him the best of me but end up only show the silly me..haix..in front of him,i always couldn do my best..don know why..why last year we two are so close?and this year we are like a stranger?what happen to us?i thought that person gone,will be better but i was wrong...you missed her more,ur heart only got her,your eyes only have her,ur minds too...there's no me..why is it so?i don know why you are sooo important to me?everyone can see that you are just playing with me and i know that but just that you know what?i'm a fool,i believe you did love me,it just that don know why the feeling has gone...what happen to you?everyone knows abt us and yet..why am i such a fool to believe that one day,you will love me?one day you will regret that why didn love me at that time?one day you will really love me...why am i cheating myself that one day you really will love me?what am i hoping?why am i waiting for you?where you has alr gone..you don need me,do you?i tried to catch ur attention but...why am i sooo tried?why my heart keep on breaking?why am i so tired?why even trying to like make you jealous also feel hurt and tired?is it because i know it's useless?why am i always crying because of you?why with ur one word,my heart hurts a lot?do you think i will be happy with him?do you know that i only wan to be with you?do you know that no one will be better than you expect one person-prince charming?why now we have nothing to say,nothing to talk to,we only can text?why you didn talk to me?i'm so tired...they asked me to forget you,you are not worth...i know that but what to do?i tried to forget but i really really don know why i cant?everytime i try,there's always something that tell me don forget...i cried,you knew,you texted and asked...you told everyone abt it,but why are you sad or angry??i don understand...seriously don understand...why are you so evil?why must let me love you and then you left me there and walked away,ignore me...why you looked at me whenever tcher say me or say abt me and why always i see you looking at my direction?why is it so hurtful to see that?why it seems that our roles had switched?i don wan it to be like that...don wan...Can you love me?Can you talk to me like last year?Can yo don leave me anymore?Can you always be there whenever i need you?I really love you a lot a lot...pls....don let me keep on thinking that i am wrong...don show me that i love you is wrong and don show me that i don love you is also wrong...

♥BubblesJoey♥


Thursday, March 22, 2012

haix...just this week..just this week...let me slack for this week...pls..haven do mon to thurs h/w yet-.-" haix...what am i doing?no mood to do anything just feel like slacking..just this week only..

haix..march holiday past...second day,third day,fourth day past..and yet it proved me that it just cant be like last year..ha!what a joke?has been waiting for days and yet it only proved me that it can be like last year?-.-"what is this?almost gonna changed everything and yet the feelings still there?-.-haix..everytime see him talking to other ppl,i was like haix...it always like that..it just cant be right...haix..i don know what i wan..and i don know what are you doing and what you wan?seriously tired to find out liao..because of you,my math common test cant finish it on time and i fail it!!!wth...i'm soooo tired....tired of letting my heart break again and again..tired of killing it again and again..tired of crying...and what am i doing everyday?trying to let other guys to help me to forget abt you?why am i doing this?sooo disheartening...haix...don know what to do...i don know why i slacking this week...maybe is just because i cant accept that it isnt the same as last year liao and yet i don know what to do...haix....what should i do?helpppp....tired...from next week onwards,shall ignore you and focus on studies...what how many times did i told myself this?haix...i fall in love with a jerk,a liar,a cheater,a flirty,a rubbish person..idiot you....

♥BubblesJoey♥


Tuesday, February 28, 2012

haix...things just arent going too well for me...my math and phy dropped..haix..friends problems?love problem?studies problems?haix...i had enough..i gonna ignore friends and that stupid love thing and focus on studies!!!haix...i did work hard but still....haix...seriously don know what to do now..stress and confused now..

♥BubblesJoey♥


Wednesday, November 30, 2011

what does the word "friends" stand for?is it to treat ur friends like dogs?when you need them,called them..when you don need them,leave them,forget them,ignore them..

if it is not,why do you all treat me like one??when you all need me,i help,when you all don need me,leave me..wth!!!why?isn friends should help each other?see them being bully,help them?when they are sad,must be around,must be there for them?and shouldn leave them?but why my one don have?my one like shit like that..never help,only sometimes when they like to,see me being bully,ignore me,laugh at me,bully me with them,forget me easily..they remember me when they need me,used my name when they cant find anyone..they remember me when their friends not around..when they are there,my friends sometimes remember me,sometimes forget...pro worr...hmmm...maybe i should never be friends with them..

i am not a dog..i just treat them heartily..i just did my best..

since you all say that,does that mean i shouldn treat them heartily?and treat them like how they treat me?if it is so,pls teach me...i don know how...really...i'm so tired...

♥BubblesJoey♥


Wednesday, November 23, 2011

I hate it..i hate it..why we used to talk to each other and say hi and bye to each other but now,we only can look at each other,with lots of things to say and we cant say it,when ppl talk abt us,we got to keep quiet and cant say anything...i wanna to be like how we used to be..i still wanna hear u say hi and bye to me!!!just say that for one more year..can?i really don wan to be like now...i hate it...u can talk to everyone but why not me?what did i do?why u like crazy person like that?u are the one who started everything and yet i'm now suffering...i hate it...it's not fair..why is it everytime must be me..i did try but it fail..what u wanna me do?seeing we like that,i was like so helpless..i cant do anything..but to look at u..

♥BubblesJoey♥


Tuesday, November 8, 2011

chalet on my birthday?hmmm..cool..but no presents seh..=p haha..haix..the only present i wish to receive is from u..not from others..maybe ba..

why these few days i feel so scared to lose you?why i keep on thinking that what if i lose you?haix...forget abt him?he doesnt even care abt you?he's not worth?but why couldn i forget abt him?is it just bcos he did a lot of things?or he's the first one to do it?or what?why even someone who doesn know him well also could see that?why cant i see that?damn it...i hate youuu...haix..what is all these things?why these few days,i realise that i didn know a lot of things well..haix..no wonder someone say i so stupid..

♥BubblesJoey♥


Monday, October 24, 2011

朋友到底是什么？不是应该互相帮助吗？不是应该相信对方吗？不是伤心难过的时候，朋友都会在身边吗？不是看到自己的朋友被欺负的时候，应该站出来帮她/他吗？不是吗？还是这些都只是我自己认为的？难道朋友就是不理对方？就是不信任对方？就只会幸灾乐祸？还是看到朋友被欺负，只会在那里笑？还是一起欺负朋友？还是在伤口上沙盐？如果不是的话，为什么我的朋友都是这样的？为什么？我真的真的用我的真心对待她们，真心真意的。别人都看得出，可是为什么她们看不出？别人看到了都说我笨对她们这么好做什么？我说我也不知道，朋友不是这样的吗？她们说可是她对你这样值得吗？我听了都不知道该这么回答。到底什么是朋友？

♥BubblesJoey♥


Sunday, October 16, 2011

ahhh...gonna crazy soon..haix..since when i became so irresponsible de?haix..i hate it..i hate to become like this but i really don have choice sia...eh,my "friend" leh..u wan me to say it,how am i gonna face her? why must u all make me feel so guilty as if i was not serious..as if i wan just pulling her leg..i was serious but why do u wanna make me like a fool?if u all don let,why didn u all tell me?why u all tell me after i got it?u all only know how to make my life so difficult..u all don care how i feel...by making me like this,in future,she wont dare to ask me for it..u all didn think abt it....why always i think i think?why must i always think for the future?u all had make my life so difficult..it was hard to say that u all know that or not?rejection is always so hard why must u all always wan me to reject something that i didn wanna to reject?i admitted that i regret abt it...i really regret but what can i do?if i didn reject,u all will say this and that..what can i do?whatever i can do,i do alr but it got no use..if i don need to reject it,i can work with my friend le..there really got a lot of ppl that i know working at there leyy..but why only me cant work at there =( ahhhh....i hate it mann..what is this?i got to hide all my feelings,all my thinking in order not to hurt u all..what is this?why only in front of one person i can be myself?why not u all?haix..why must u all make me be like this? i hate it..i don wan..i don wan..haix...



u idiot..why must u treat me like a fool?is it very fun?fun in tricking me fun of making me like a fool?fun of seeing me like a fool?why do i listen to ur words?why do i remember all ur words and actions?and u forgot everything..what is this?why am i so stupid to remember it?why i am i so stupid to listen to u?why am i so stupid to believe whatever u said?why am i so stupid to believe u even if i know whatever u say or do are lying?why do i still choose to believe it?why do i still hope that u are not lying?but now i really cant do that anymore..i'm tired...why these few days got so many problems?only a few days and got so many things to happen?what is this?why do i have to think so much?why i always think so much?so many things had happen make me cant sleep sia..wth..why i got so many things to trouble?i'm really tired..damn tired le..i wanna do nothing..i wanna go sch..i don wan work le..whatever chances i got,have gone..okay?it has gone..i left nothing le..damn pathetic..yea,i know..but i really cant do anything..really...haix...i'm really damn tired le..why got so many problems de?can don have problems or not?i really cant take it le...

♥BubblesJoey♥


Thursday, October 6, 2011

Haix..it's last day of school..n level finished..no school anymore..how boring days will it be?staying at home..yawn..should i stay at home or should i go out to work?it seems that everyone is working..=( but if i wan to work,what can i be?hmmm...tue,i purposely asked my father..eh,the newspaper jobs,none of them are for me right?then he say got..hmmm..wait ah..i check..ahhh...found one..cleaner or wash disher.. -.- wth...i study so many years le wan me to go do all these jobs?what is these? at least a assistance or waiter or bubbletea mah..haix..jobs?interview? what is interview?how to interview?need to write what?how to say?need to do what?i all don know sehh...what is this?now i just feel like going to school..

Haix...last day of school le..didn expect still can see u at mac after school...but why did i see u,my heart will break?u not with any girls what..why is this like that?why all the memory came back?why?why did it came back?and miss it so much?why do i remember everything that u say and do?and whereas u forget everything about it..if it is so,why did i remember it?but how could i forget about it?why everytime i see u,i must act as if every irritating to see u?which is actually not?why is it so?damn it..all the stupid rubbish things all came back..i hate it...u cheater,u liar...u too pro le..i cant win u..u can play it too well le..but i cant..i too lousy le..i can play but after a while,i will lose..it's always like that...haix...didn i know it very well that it is just a game not true...but why did i keep on telling myself maybe it's true?even a stupid person or an idiot also don believe it..why did i go and believe it?hmmmm...got so many holidays,i should think why is it so...what happen..why like that...ahhhhhh..hate u so much..u liar u cheater...maybe it's time to let go?maybe ba...hmmm..so tired..for what sehh...hold on for what?it only will be hurt...u talk more to other ppl than to me..u great..u are so great..thankyou for hurting me...bye!!!!

♥BubblesJoey♥


Friday, September 9, 2011

i must be mad to miss u..miss u in whatever u did to me last time..miss all ur rubbish..why do i miss u so much?why do i always think u are the best no matter what u do..i must be mad..cant believe it..cant believe that i will miss u..=p

♥BubblesJoey♥


Monday, September 5, 2011

don sad sad lah..i feel so guilty seh..seeing u like that..=p shouldn let u have the hope that cher could give u at least a pass..after hearing what ur friends had told u,u still believe me that u could pass..until after hearing cher told u to be prepare to get zero..i was also shocked to hear it seh..cos if cher is kind,she or she might give u a just pass marks..but if he or she is mean then well maybe u will fail by 1 or 2 marks?haiyo..u make me feel so guilty seh..i really thought that maybe u could just pass..i not cher leh..i know u are worried abt ur compo..but u still got letter what..it will pull up ur marks de..what i can do is just hope that u could pass it :)

♥BubblesJoey♥


Saturday, August 27, 2011

why whenever i see u,my heart will start to aching,start to pain,start to get hurt?why is it so?and the pain is damn pain..why is it so?why is this so hurt?how deep had u hurt me?why only u?what hurts the most?it is the love..
How do I say Goodbye to someone I never really had? Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine? Why is it I miss someone I was never really with? And why do I love someone whose love was never really mine.....

♥BubblesJoey♥


Wednesday, August 24, 2011

我恨你。
我恨你欺骗我
我恨你让不知所措
我恨你让我爱上你
我恨你让我这么痛苦
我恨你让我失去了怎么多
我恨你把我当作笨蛋
我恨你让我为你哭
我恨你让我为你吃醋
我恨你让我怕了你
我恨你让我为你做的那么多的蠢事
我恨你

为什么？让你吃醋我会那么累？
为什么？那些感觉都慢慢的消失了呢？
为什么？我再也感受不到这些感觉了呢？
为什么？当我再也感受不到的时候，我会那么怕？
为什么？明明你在我的身边，我却觉得你离我好远喔？
为什么？我们变得那么陌生？
为什么？我以前干问你，现在我不干了呢？
为什么?我那么没有用？
为什么？以前，我们那么熟，现在那么陌生？
为什么？会这样？
为什么？

我们之间发生了什么事？
为什么我不知道？
为什么?我什么都不知道？
你为什么那么讨厌？
你为什么那么烦？
你为什么要烦我？
你为什么要让我爱上你？
你为什么要对我冷冷淡淡呢？
你为什么要让我对你这么心寒？
你为什么要让我对你这么失望？
你为什么要这么做嘛？

明明很想忘了你，不再理你，不再跟你说话，可是为什么我做不到？
我真的真的好害怕失去你啊。
为什么？你可以让我放弃所有的人？
为什么？放弃了他们，我不觉得可惜？
为什么？我会这么做？
为什么？只有对你才有这种感觉？
为什么？ 你伤害我比其他人还要痛？
难道，那些我所‘爱’过的人，不算真的爱吗？
或许是单纯的喜欢吧？不是真的爱。
可是为什么只有你？我才会这样？
为什么？我会爱上你？
为什么？你可以让我爱你那么深？
为什么？我对你有爱有恨呢？

you taught me so many things..
u taught me how to love..
u taught me how to hate u..
but u never taught me how to stop loving u..
can u next time teach me how to stop loving u?
it's terrible to love u..especially a person that always lies..really don know which words of urs can believe
i afraid of believing u..i afraid of falling into the trap u had created..
u know what?at first,i don know why i'm ignoring u..but now i know it..it is because silence is a girl's loudest cry..you'll always know,she is deeply hurt if she is ignoring you..
The day you learn to hold your tears back, is the day you learn how to hate
Love is so strange..
sometimes it becomes reason to live life..!!
and sometimes it becomes reason to leave life.. ..??

♥BubblesJoey♥


Thursday, August 18, 2011

有一个人说我爱上你了。因为跟你在一起，我感到很开心也会感到很伤心，心都碎了。从来没有这种感觉，为什么在你的身边真么开心，当我看到你跟她在一起，有说有笑，我的心怎么那么痛嘛？痛到不知道该怎么办呢。以前，我们有话说。现在呢？怎么我们没有话说了？不管多靠近，多没有话说。发生了什么事？为什么你跟其他的人有那么多话说，而对我就没有话说？你为什么要折磨我？你怎么那么烦嘛？

♥BubblesJoey♥


Tuesday, August 16, 2011

imy

为什么每一次在你的面前，我总会笨手笨脚的？
每次都让你看笑话。-.-

why u so irritating?since u say that,u should let everything back to normal and not letting me to clear all ur rubbish that u have made..let my life back to normal,back to without knowing u..i really don know how to clear ur rubbish..so pls before u leave and give my life back to normal,pls clear all ur rubbish and explain all the rubbish to all the ppl u have made..bcos of u,my life was like rubbish sia..u give me all the rubbish..i tried clear it but i cant..all i could say is u pro,i cant do anything..u are too smart,till i don even know what to do with u..all i could do is ask u to stop all the nonsense..and give me back whatever i used to have...don take them when u leave me..u pro,okay?let that person think that i have caused it and leave me far far away..bcos of u,that person don wan to talk to me,ignore me..u pro..letting that person go near u..now then i know..u are so scary..u are so clever setting this trap to make me fall in..i'm a loser,cant fight back..so pls let me go,give me all the things that i used to have back..i wan everything to be the same as before i know u...

♥BubblesJoey♥


Monday, August 15, 2011

我错了，我以为你会告诉我，可是你并没有。
我以为你很聪明，其实你并不聪明，反而很笨。
每个人都知道的事情，你都不知道！
我累了，为你做了那么多，怎么你却不知道？
我尽力让你看到我的努力，可是怎么我觉得我好像在浪费时间似的。
算了，是时候离开你了。
可是要离开你，我的心怎么那么痛嘛？

♥BubblesJoey♥


Sunday, August 14, 2011

我想是时候忘记你了。
我想你应该不需要我了吧。
我不想再当笨蛋了。
我好累，不玩了。
反正一开始就是个游戏嘛，是我太认真了，是我太笨了，是我玩不起，是我错了，把一切的一切都当真了。我真笨，为什么会把他的 ‘垃圾’ 当真呢？明明知道一切都是假的。
我真的没有办法再应付你了。
再见

♥BubblesJoey♥


Friday, August 12, 2011

ahhhh...damn crazy seh me...memorise math till my brain crack..yesterday from 3 or 4+ started studying math sec 1 to 3 tb until 6+ then rest,watch tv to rest,eat and then 7+ going to 8 studying sec4 tb,file and some notes..until 8+ going to 9..after studying,feel like gonna faintz sehh...don know why..and like my brain cant go in any formula or notes sia..wth..then 10 watch tv then when wanna to study again,take tb out,look at it,feel like vomiting sehh..damn it..today also..wake up,feel like fainting sehh..cant take it..and force myself to study..roughly2 look at it and memorise it..then went to sch..still wanna faintz..haizz..luckily when doing math,never wanna to vomit..=p haha..or else die sia..haiz...damn stress in doing paper 1 seh..so hard sia..crack my brain again-.-almost cant finish it =p left one minute sia..omg..cant believe it..paper 2 is easier..hope that i could get good results =p..lol..i studied so much sehh..i don wan all my efforts to be in vain wor..or else i really gonna faintz sehh..haha..lol

haizz..我什么时候学会了逞强？不管多困难都会撑住。我什么时候变成这样的？这不是我。。不是。。


我真笨，相信你，不管是真的或假的，我都相信你。还帮你欺骗自己。明明知道了，为什么还要装作不知道呢？为什么？为什么是她？你知道明年不会再看到她了，会难过，会伤心，你为她怎么做了那么多？为什么？好多好多。。算了，不要了，你离我远远的，不再相信你了。不是说了吗？你的话只有功课可以相信，其他的，全都是垃圾。。可是为什么，我一直都相信你的垃圾呢？什么嘛？真的不知道该怎么对你，怎么应付你。。你真的好麻烦。eeee..how should i deal with u?idiot..我很不想离开你啊，可是如果不离开你，我会很痛苦。我很舍不得你，好想跟你。

♥BubblesJoey♥


Monday, August 8, 2011

ahhhh...what are u doing? u know what are u doing or not? leave me far far away...everything i dare to take the risk...but for this i don dare..it's too risky..i don wan..after seeing all the examples around me,i don dare..why must u change me? influence me? made me like don know what to say.. haizzz... arghh.. what should i do? why are u so scary? why am i afraid of u? last time i'm not afraid of u but why now i am? why am i avoiding u? act as if i didn saw u..and act as if i didn hear anything.. act as nothing happen..

i not purposely go there when u are lying on the chair is just because i wanna to avoid it..i didn notice it..when i go there then saw u lying on the chair...i didn see anything that shouldn be seen leh but everyone who saw it laughing-.- don even know what they laughing at..but that's was damn ..... ididot...shouldn have stop at there...and i don even know why u sitting at there..so weird..eeeee..

♥BubblesJoey♥


Sunday, August 7, 2011

so shocking seh...online in fb,suddenly saw u wanna add me as friend..so weird sia..but damn scary sia...why so sudden wanna add me?don get it..butbut that's what i wanted =p haha...oops!!what did i say?but why u add me when i have decided to ignore u?it's so the wrong timing lol..arghh..everytime u always like de lol..gonna crazy..

♥BubblesJoey♥


Friday, August 5, 2011

我错了吗？如果是的话，对不起，我以后再也不会烦你了，不再和你吵架了。


什么时候我开始注意到你？
什么时候我开始想你？
什么时候我开始需要你？
什么时候我开始在乎你？你的感受？
什么时候我开始在乎你的想法？
什么时候我开始吃你的醋？
什么时候我开始在乎你跟谁在一起？
什么时候我开始为你而哭？
什么时候我开始学会了假装？
什么时候我开始欺骗自己？
什么时候你开始在我的心里？
什么时候你开始便得这么重要？
什么时候我学会了隐瞒自己的感受？

为什么我要自己骗自己？
明明知道你只是假情假意的。。为什么还要一头寨进去呢？
为什么要这么笨呢？我到底是在做什么嘛？

♥BubblesJoey♥


Thursday, August 4, 2011

treated u as my friend,hope i will be there whenever u need me..hope that u will tell me why u sad or anything..but i cant..u rather keep it to urself than telling me..bcos of someone idiot,it spoil everything..i tried to mend everything but why can u trust me?i tried it before but u don know abt it..i tried a lot of times..u didn see it or hear it..what u wanna me to do?whatever i told u is true how could u treat it as rubbish?or maybe is u didn see it..butbut how do u know me to do?straight away kill him and that idiot?i cant..arghh..what had happen?since when we become like that?seeing each other and got nothing to say..arghh...that idiot spoil everything..what should i do?ehh,don ignore me lah..i also need u de leyy..don leave me..i don wan it to happen..pls stay in my life..at least for secondary sch life lah..u stayed in my pri sch life..since u stayed once in my secondary sch life,u should continue stay...after next year i will let u go..ehh...don leave me lah..u play also don wan to play with me..arghh..that idiot..i wonder how i know him de..spoil my life..making trouble to my life only..eh,i don wan to find another replacement for u leyy cos that one cant be as fun as u are..=p ehh,pls don leave me,don ignore me..i wanted to keep my promise to u but i don know how..or else u teach me lah..i really don wan to end our friendship..why cant u give me a chance?i also don know why i tell u that idiot thing is a rumor...someone tell me to say that to u..only that one is someone tell me to tell u de..the rest is really my true words leyy...i miss last year damn much cos without that idiot,no one would say that..how i wish that i didn have known him..maybe without him,it would be better..arghh but how?it's a fate..i know everyone one day will leave me..but can u don leave me that fast?i really don know what to do sehh..no one will be like u treating me like this..whenever i sad,u will be there making me laugh..in front of u,i can be myself..telling u everything..i know last time i too harsh le..making u don know what to do..giving u all the stress..cos of that idiot lah..making me so stress and we even had an argument or cold war for a few days..but i don wan it to happen seh..i finding all the lame excuses to remain as friend..feel like so stupid..but if doing all that can save everything,i will do that as it is worth...if i know this year would be like this,last year i will treasure it more than i did..if i know he will be normal and not being like last yer to me,i will explain to him..if last year i told him that it wasnt true,maybe this year,it wont be like this...

♥BubblesJoey♥


Sunday, July 31, 2011

haiz..prelims coming soon..it's on wed..and it is ss and eng p1..how can i revise or study within a short time while i still need to do art?ahhhh..stress..no mood to study sia..tomorrow got chem test leyy..told cher that i will study..and now what am i doing?online..eeee..

idiot u..wanna treat u like air also cant..why u keep on appearing in front of me?thought that yesterday wont see u but end up,saw u in the canteen..arghh..yesterday is saturday leh..eee...why still see u?u got dnt right?why u in the canteen?why the place where i go always got u de?feel like not going to sch for one day seh..don need to see u..so that i can concentrate on what i wan to do...what am i doing?what's wrong with me?i think i must be crazy le lah..ahhh..irritating..must me feel like without u,i will be so boring..ehy,can u leave me far far away until n level has finish?pls lah..i need to study de leyy..i don wan to be like this seh..from onwards till n level has finish,whoever u like,whatever u do,whatever u say,absent or not,i'm not going to care..can?kay?give me a break...eeeeeee.........

♥BubblesJoey♥


Friday, July 22, 2011

haizzz..irritated..damn stress..wanna to relax also cannot..haiz my art..can i get at least 70?or 65 or more?haizz..looking at the previous sce 4,theirs are better seh..even belinda and vinitha one also cant fight seh.. haiz..how can i make it better?everyday stay back-.-damn tired sia..no time to study..just now look at the calender,seeing prelims are getting nearer and nearer..wondering what should i do?haiz..i shouldn find any excuses to slack anymore..cant play anymore..must be serious..but haizzz..
haizz..i don care whether i can get at least 70 or not..i will work hard to try and get it..as long as i got work hard and do my very best..i think can le..haiz..actually,i was hoping that my n levels art canvas can put in the art gallery at the end of the end..but when teacher brought us to go on thurs,i was like haiz..my one was like shit like that..none of them i can compare to..mine was too lousy..haiz..don hope too much ba..if not later it didn happen,i will be so disappointed..haiz..what should i do?maths,i wanna get A1 for that..eng,i wanna get B3..sci,wanna get A2/B3..CH,i wanna get A1/A2..but haiz..i cant memorize well..haiz..like that can i get A1/A2?chinese,i wanna got B3/A2.. haiz..
ahhhh..i don know lah...damn stress..gonna put all the rubbish aside..YOU!!get lost..lost out of my mind..thanks..so that i can focus on my studies..

♥BubblesJoey♥


Saturday, July 9, 2011

damn stress sia..cant even breath.. no time to study..headache sia..faintz..ppl got time to study why i don have?same h/w same time..why me don have only?why they not stress i stress?ahhhhhhhhhh...feel like screaming..i wanna to relieve stress leh...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh...damn stress...still got ss h/w,need to learn ss,history and chem.revise math and phy..wth..why so many?wth is this?so many things..wth is life?why is it so stress?

♥BubblesJoey♥


Friday, July 8, 2011

lol..having oral today...very nervous sia..in the morning 7,meet mr patrick to practice oral..then at 12+ meet him again to practice it again..and still got time so go art room..so nervous sia..so sacred abt convo sia..don know whether i know how to ans it or not,wondering will it be difficult or not and what will the examiners ask..so sacred sia..so i ask nazmeen,sakinah and yasmin to test me...-.-all so hard sia..-.-i only can ans some question..so worried seh..butbut when i waiting for my turn,i not nervous sia..=p hui min so nervous seh..hahaha..at first i thought i will be the one who is nervous and end up i'm not nervous and had to ask her not to be nervous...talk to her abt "rubbish"..=p then my turn,the convo is easier than what they all had ask me..-.-wth..then i go back to art room to paint my canvas,everyone ask me sia except the boys..=p ask me how?what question they ask?and blah blah blah..=p haha..lol


whatever..phy haiz..change teacher liao..no mood to study it..haiz..that teacher i really don know what he is talking abt sia..andand the lesson i really not interested sia..damn boring..i'm not biased seh just because of him torturing me..i'm not..cos i really don know what he's talking abt and he speaks so fast..i don even know what he's talking abt..haizzzz...hate it..feel like he's just wasting my time....eeeeeee...okay lol..if it so,i will prove to u that next time i will know how to do ur idiot questions..!!!i will make sure whatever u tell me to ans,i will get it CORRECT!!!idiot..damn it..i don need u..all i need is ms tan..don need u also can..she will do better than u..at least i can understand it...

lol..i don know what to say..okay..firstly,thanks for being there when i'm lost..being there for me,make me smile and blah blah blah..and it end up like that..i have think through..i helped u a lot..i think i repay u back le ba..i helped u a lot and bear all the sadness that u had gave me..i think that is enough...i should not help u anymore right?or else tell me,why should i?talk to u,u like don wan to listen..and whatever i had ask u,u just say en,yes,no and don know..treat u so good for what?to kill my heart when u had hurt me so deeply?i have no rights to say anything..i know it but i just don bear to see u being hurt..u understand it or not?why cant u understand me?okay fine..since u wan to get hurt right,that's ur problem..from now onwards,i'm not going to talk to u anymore,not going to ans u..whatever u do is ur problem..not mine what,right?why must i do so much for u?that's it..it should end now..everything between us should end..


love the way u lie..=p

♥BubblesJoey♥


Monday, July 4, 2011

recently,addicted to 王子sia..王子- 邱勝翊...so cool so handsome sia..when wearing white,真的好像白马王子wor..cool..=p haha

♥BubblesJoey♥


Saturday, July 2, 2011

haiz..stress..has been slacking..arghh..what to do?wanna to learn ss but no mood wanna to do h/w also no mood...eeeee...irritating..N level oral coming haiz..

i shouldn have done that
i should have ignored it
like something i couldn see
like something i cant see
i shouldn have ever looked at u
i should have ran away
i should have acted like i didn hear it
like something i couldn hear
like something i cant hear
i shouldn have listened to my heart
u showed me love without words
u gave me ur love without words
u made me hold my breath
waiting for u
but u ran away like this
without a word love leaves me
without a word love throws me away
what should i say next
my only closed lips were surprised
coming without words
why does it hurt so much
why does it keep hurting
except for the fact that u arent here
though everything is the same
u showed me love without words
u gave me love without words
u made me hold my breath
waiting for u
but u went away like this
without a word love leaves me
without a word love throws me away
what should i say next
my only closed lips were surprised
without a word tears fall
without a word my heart breaks
without a word i wait for love
without a word love hurts me
i zone out
i become a fool
because i cry as i look up at the sky
without a word goodbyes find me
without a word goodbyes come to me
i couldn even prepare to send u away
i think my heart was surprised
without a word it came
without a word it went
without a word it left
like the fever before
i'll just hurt for a while
since only scars will be left in the end



shouldn have listened
shouldn have cared
shouldn have seen
shouldn have feel
shouldn have believed
shouldn trusted u so much
and being hurt by u


i always thought that u are the most important..
i was wrong..
someone is more than u?maybe ba..
or else how could i bear to see u with her seeing her with u so sweet..
or maybe i love u too much and i let u go..
since she love u too..
she even show off to me leyy..
what u know?
u just know how to be cool and that's it..
only know how to hurt me and saying rubbish...
hurt me only..and misunderstand me only..

i never except that it would be so boring when i never see u..
not fun,not funny,no sweet talk,no rubbish,no laughter,no everything..
wth is this?why have it been like this?it shouldn be like this..i shouldn get used to it with the days with u..i shouldn rely not u..i shouldn be acting like this...idiot..

♥BubblesJoey♥


Monday, June 27, 2011

haiz..first day of sch reopens,tired until siao...h/w,h/w and h/w..haiz..where got time to study CH?no mood leyy..how?history i haven study yet leh..and the test is on this wed..haiz..where got time to study it?start now will be late leyy..

wanna get a1 for CH leyy..and must start by today leyy..haizz..boring..later then study ba..=p

♥BubblesJoey♥


Thursday, June 23, 2011

ahhhhh...sch gonna reopens soon..and i haven revise my math and sci..and haven learn CH yet...it gonna kill me..just realised that prelims and n level is getting nearer...omg..what am i going to do?cant memorise CH..sch reopens got tests seh..i wonder how leyy..haiz..stress..idiot..no mood to study..and worse still haven record the thing and sent to teacher..what have i done today?watching tv..wth..i have alr planned that today i should do compo,study,learn CH and record the thing..and yet i watching tv..haiz..now 8++ le..going to be 9 soon..still can record the thing mah?haiz..10 leh not 1 leh..idiot..sabo me give me more things to do alr..trouble me only..maybe i should leave everything aside and should only study..don care whatever rubbish u given me..idiot..and leave u far far away...

♥BubblesJoey♥


Monday, June 20, 2011

hmmm..what shall i write today?today went out with my aunt and grandmother...to orchard...eat and shopping..so fun seh..lol

深爱一个人，不一定要让他知道。可以默默地爱着他，支持他。
爱一个人，不一定要得到他。
爱一个人，不一定要和他在一起。
爱一个人，应该让他幸福，不应该让他痛苦。
爱一个人，只要他开心，自己也会开心的。

我放弃你了，你快乐，我也会快乐。
你走吧！我再也不需要你了。
你走吧！我不需要一个虚情假意的人来爱我。
也许，放弃你是个不错的选择。
你到底在想什么？为什么我不知道？
你这个人怎么那么难了解呢？

♥BubblesJoey♥


Saturday, June 18, 2011

idiot you...treat me like a fool!!!i'm not born for you to be treated like a fool...confuse my mind only you...made me think something that is not possible...and i even wanna to make it become possible...ha...i so foolish..thinking that it is possible...the more i try to make it possible,the more tired i am..more hurt i get only..yea..i admit that i lose..and u win okay?i admit that i don know how to fake it..u did it,okay?..i cant believe that i have done so much for you...idiot me..believe all ur nonsense...i shouldn have follow my heart and make me be like this..i'm so tired..i wont cry for you..waste my tears only..idiot you..hate you forever...ever since i known you,u only can replace half of crazy..u are just like crazy..but u only are half of crazy..everything half..but also can lah..but i don wan..sabo me onyl..treat me like a fool..u say u wanna be mad man..but u didn show or prove it..how could i like u be?u must be faking..since u are faking why are u telling everyone that u are mad man?idiot u..rubbish!!!damn it...fool me only..what do u know then?u only know how to fake,lie and fool me only..what else do u know uh?

♥BubblesJoey♥


Thursday, June 16, 2011

haiz..almost done my h/w..lefrt compo and that's it..today gonna burn midnight oil..to study ch..haiz..sch gonna reopens..and i haven revise my math,sci and ch...what the ... so today gonna study it..

♥BubblesJoey♥



today,went sch for mt oral practice...thought i will be late and otw to sch saw xiang xiang,,-.- boring...went to mt classroom..saw yzy and chay...i was like haiz..still need to see chay again..boring..lol..when chay saw me,he go away..i was like yes..don need to see him...no awkward between two of us..then went to sit with elise,yi ling,shu hui..and wait for teacher...lol..then shu hui say ur lao gong go alr..then i was like lol...then say i don have...then she quiet..haha..then after a while,shi min and jia hui came..-.-then soon chuan,rui yang came..then teacher came and say wah..so less ppl came..i was like huh?wait still got one more person..lcl..=p then i saw lcl rushing to water cooler and came..lol..mt oral practice starts...i with shi min practice...yzy with ry,chay with x2,elise with yi ling,jh with shu hui,crazy with wei min and lcl with teacher..=p hahaha..cos teacher say lcl very poor in chinese so with her..haha..lol..starting is reading with pairs..then after reading day 10,rest for 5mins..then cy came..haha..teacher told him that u don need to come also can..haha...then start convo..after that,teacher say yi ling,chay and lcl need to record their voice for reading and sent it to her..then i laugh say..chay saw that sia..-.- sabo me and told teacher then i don need ah?i don need ah?then teacher say okay if u need..i was like what the ... then i say why me sia?then i scold chay...he act blur and act too bad sia...so idiot...hate him so much..don know how many times he wan to sabo me,disturb me seh..damn it..=p hate him so much..

♥BubblesJoey♥


Tuesday, June 14, 2011

so tired!!!do math worksheet from morning till 8+++...and finally done...done math worksheet,eng letter writing and mt...=) haiz...still got lots to go...now relaxing...later gonna rush again..holiday isnt for us to relax meh?why got so many h/w?making me so stress...haiz...play some games and gonna finish it..

yesterday,went back to sch...met nazmeen and went to sch...reach sch,go canteen do h/w with nazmeen and lcl...starting chit-chat..then syahmi came..do h/w...after that syahmi went back...we continue do...after a while..the express boys play ball in canteen..they play play play,the ball hit the water pipe and the water dripping...me,lcl and nazmeen look at them then we laugh..then the boys thinking what to do?then they try fixing it..very funny sia..one of them punch or hit the pipe to make fix it..but it didn fix it..he punch or hit it,the pipe slanted...when we saw this,we all laugh..i laugh unti crazy sia...lcl and nazmeen stop laugh alr i still laughing sia...hahaha...=p cant control it..when i look at nazmeen's face,she like wan laugh not laugh..then i laugh again sia when i see her face...then she tell me don look at her face...then after a while,i stop laughing...then continue to do h/w..after a while the express boys play catching sia..around the whole sch sia...so fun..i also wanna join leh..=p after that,we slack..-.- second time..-.- at 4+,went sp..mac..make a fool of myself again-.- i went to open the mac's door which cant open..-.- lcl and nazmeen laugh at me sia..so evil..=p haiz..i realised that everytime go out with them,i will be very funny to them..all the weird things will happen,i will be a fool and they will laugh at me...-.- so the...whatever..-.-

♥BubblesJoey♥


Saturday, June 11, 2011

maybe this is me??
pretend nothing happen..
Saying u are okay,but u are not..
U understand,but u don..
Acting like u are busy,but in reality u are lonely...
Convincing people that u just wan to be friends but what really is more than friends..
When u know that he/she has somebody new,u act like it doesn't hurt when inside it really hurt so badly...
When u say its over,but u know u still love him/her...
When u say u don care about him,but u know u still care about him...

♥BubblesJoey♥



"What each kiss means"
-Kiss on the forehead:We're cute together.
-Kiss on the cheek:We're friends.
-Kiss on the hand:I adore you.
-Kiss on the neck:I want u,now.
-Kiss on the shoulder:your are perfect.
-kiss on the lips:I love u.

"What each gesture means"
-Holding hands:We definitely like each other.
-Holding u tight pressed against each other:I want u.
-looking at each other's Eyes:I like u,for who u are.
-playing with hair:Let's fool around.
-Arms around wrist:I like u too much to let u go.
-laughing while kissing:I am completely comfortable with u.

♥BubblesJoey♥



Falling him for once:temptation
Falling for him twice:Destiny
Getting ur heart broken:A mistake
Letting it to happen again:unstoppable

♥BubblesJoey♥



when a person cries,the first drop of tears comes from the right eyes,it's happiness.But when the first roll is from the left,it's pain...

♥BubblesJoey♥



It take a minute to crush on someone,an hour to like someone, a day to love someone but it take a lifetime to forget someone..

♥BubblesJoey♥



What do rose colours mean?

Red Rose
This one is the most obvious. It means "I love you." It represents romance and love.

Deep Pink
This simply means "thank you". If someone you know does something nice for you, a deep pink rose is a good way of saying "thank you".

Regular Pink
A pink rose represents happiness. It's great to give a pink rose to a partner to say, "I'm very happy with our relationship."

Light Pink
A light pink rose means "sympathy". When someone has had a loss then light pink roses is a very nice way of expressing your condolences.

White Rose
A white rose symbolizes innocence and purity. When combined with red roses (see further down), it represents "unity".

Yellow Rose
A yellow rose symbolizes friendship and caring. It's the perfect innocent gift to give to a friend or give to a loved one when you simply want to say "I care". When given to a friend it also means "I'm happy with our friendship."

Lavender Rose
A lavender rose is a symbol of "falling in love". When you give it to a person you are saying "I have fallen in love with you and am enchanted by you."

Orange Rose
An orange rose is a symbol of desire. "I desire you" or "I desire to get to know you better" is the message that orange roses send.

Black Rose
Never ever give a woman a black rose, because Hollywood has, unfortunately, made out the meaning to be "death". These aren't easy to find and some maintain that they don't actually "exist".

Blue Rose
A blue rose is very hard to reproduce or find, although some floral companies are trying to do it naturally. Others just dye them. To some a blue rose symbolizes "mystery" and to others "attaining the impossible". A blue rose given can symbolize the rarity of your partner. You have attained the impossible.


♥BubblesJoey♥


Sunday, May 8, 2011

1.生活里，有很多转瞬即逝，像在车站的告别，刚刚还相互拥抱，转眼已各自天涯。很多时候，你不懂，我也不懂，就这样，说着说着就变了，听着听着就倦了，看着看着就厌了，跟着跟着就慢了，走着走着就散了，爱着爱着就淡了，想着想着就算了。

2.其时，我很累了，我习惯假装坚强，习惯了一个人面对所有，我不知道自己到底想怎么样。有时候我可以很开心的和每个人说话，可以很放肆的，可是却没有人知道，那不过是伪装，很刻意的伪装；我可以让自己很快乐很快乐，可是却找不到快乐的源头，只是傻笑。

3.有时候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静的发呆。有时候，夜深人静，突然觉得不是睡不着，而是固执地不想睡。有时候，听到一首歌，就会突然想起一个人。有时候，别人突然对你说，我觉得你变了，然后自己开始百感交集。——丢了的自己，只能慢慢捡回来。

4. 没有人有耐心听你讲完自己的故事，因为每个人都有自己的话要说；没有人喜欢听你抱怨生活，因为每个人都有自己的苦痛；世人多半寂寞，这世界愿意倾听，习惯 沉默的人，难得几个。——我再也不想对别人提起自己的过往，那些挣扎在梦魇中的寂寞，荒芜，还是交给时间，慢慢淡漠。

5.假如爱情可以解释，誓言可以修改。假如，你我的相遇，可以重新安排。那么，生活就会比较容易。假如有一天，我终于能将你忘记。然而，这不是随便传说的故事。也不是明天才要上演的戏剧。我无法找出原稿，然后，将你一笔抹去。

6. 有人告诉我，鱼的记忆只有7秒，7秒之后它就不记得过去的事情，一切又都变成新的。所以，在那小小鱼缸里的鱼儿，永远不会感到无聊。我宁愿是条鱼，7秒一 过就什么都忘记，曾经遇到的人，曾经做过的事，都可以烟消云散。可我不是鱼，无法忘记我爱的人，无法忘记牵挂的苦，无法忘记相思的痛。

7一个人总要走陌生的路，看陌生的风景，听陌生的歌。最后你会发现，原本费尽心机想要忘记的事情真的就那么忘记了。

8.所谓练习微笑，不是机械地挪动你的面部表情，而是努力地改变你的心态，调节你的心情。学会平静地接受现实，学会对自己说声顺其自然，学会坦然地面对厄运，学会积极地看待人生，学会凡事都往好处想。这样，阳光就会流进心里来，驱走恐惧，驱走黑暗，驱走所有

9.心理学家推荐的能让你开心的事：每天拍几张照片；看快乐的电影；在周末的清晨做白日梦；给朋友寄卡片；在水边散步；偶尔吃一顿大餐；每星期坚持做一次锻炼；一边开车，一边大声歌唱；一边喝咖啡，一边读小说；一边打电话，一边信手涂鸦；一边洗澡，一边唱歌。

10.你见，或者不见我，我就在那里，不悲不喜；你念，或者不念我，情就在那里，不来不去；你爱，或者不爱我，爱就在那里，不增不减；你跟，或者不跟我，我的手就在你的手里，不舍不弃。——来我的怀里，或者让我住进你的心里，默然相爱，寂静欢喜。

11.曾经在某一个瞬间，我们以为自己长大了，有一天，我们终于发现，长大的含义除了欲望还有勇气和坚强，以及某种必须的牺牲。——在生活的面前我们还都是孩子，其实我们从未长大还不懂得爱和被爱。

因为爱过，所以慈悲；因为懂得，所以宽容。

12.一生至少该有一次，为了某个人而忘了自己，不求有结果，不求同行，不求曾经拥有，甚至不求你爱我，只求在我最美的年华里，遇到你。

13.有些伤口，时间久了就会慢慢长好；有些委屈，受过了想通了也就释然了；有些伤痛，忍过了疼久了也成习惯了……然而却在很多孤独的瞬间，又重新涌上心头。——其实，有些藏在心底的话，并不是故意要去隐瞒，只是，并不是所有的疼痛，都可以呐喊。

14.最佳的报复不是仇恨，而是打心底发出的冷淡，干嘛花力气去恨一个不相干的人。

15.遇到一件事，如果你——喜欢它，那么享受它；不喜欢，那么避开它；避不开，那么改变它；改不了，那么接受它；接受不下，那么处理它；难以处理，那么就放下它。——其实，人最难的是“放下”。放下了，就释然了。

16.可以一个人唱歌，一个人喝咖啡，一个人涂鸦，一个人旅行，一个人逛大街，一个人在雨中漫步，一个人听音乐，一个人自言自语，一个人发呆，一个人跳舞，一个人看电视，一个人翻杂志……只有爱，是自己一个人做不到的。

17.人一简单就快乐，一世故就变老。

18.感情再深，恩义再浓的朋友，天涯远隔，情义，终也慢慢疏淡。——不是说彼此的心变了，也不是说不再当对方是朋友，只是，远在天涯，喜怒哀乐不能共享。——原来，我们已是遥远得只剩下问候，问候还是好的，至少我们不曾把彼此忘记。

19.世界上最凄绝的距离是两个人本来距离很远，互不相识，忽然有一天，他们相识，相爱，距离变得很近。然后有一天，不再相爱了，本来很近的两个人，变得很远，甚至比以前更远。

20.如果你看到面前的阴影，别怕，那是因为你的背后有阳光。


♥BubblesJoey♥


Sunday, February 27, 2011

why?why must u treat me coldly?why are u so evil?why must u make me so tired?why must u hurt me?why are u so confidence?why?why?why?hate u so much...if u wan to continue to being like this right?okay..i will carry on being like this to u...just like u..

♥BubblesJoey♥


Tuesday, February 1, 2011

current feelings to u is like the song 不爱了 by 李玖哲(nicky lee)...especially 我只好假装 我已不爱了and我放開你了 我已不愛了 lol...

♥BubblesJoey♥


Friday, January 28, 2011

=.=!!!so fake sia..math teacher..act blur..fake sia..hate u so much...haiz...so sianz..nothing to do..bored...haiz...don know how to describe my feelings...somehow my heart feel empty..or what..i don understand it...haiz...math math math...confuse confuse confuse...so how am i going to get a1??
crazy-why are u always so confident?wanna to get a1 for all the subjects...always so confident..
=p
i gonna crazy sia...too stress...cant take it anymore..

♥BubblesJoey♥


Friday, January 21, 2011

i hate it...why must i pretend to be happy when i'm not happy in front of other ppl and even my friends?why cant i cry when i'm sad in front of my friends?why must i pretend to be happy?if i keep on pretending,i scared i cant take it anymore...my heart cant take it..it's really so tired.....maybe it is not...maybe i don cos i don understand it...lol..really tired liao..don wan to pretend le..but can i do that or not?i really don know..my friends,i don think that u know when i was faking to be happy right?actually it's almost everyday cos saw him with some ppl and not me and treat me so coldly..i really cant take it anymore...pretend to be happy to hide my feelings?i scared i reaaly cant do it anymore...it's getting tired and tired..i just wan to be myself..don wan to fake anymore..i wan to cry when i'm sad,i don wan to pretend to be happy...sometimes,i really wanna to find u all,hug u and cry but i cant do that..cos i know u all wont do that right?haiz..it doesn matter anymore..it hurts..cant take it anymore...on monday what should i do?pretend again?so tired...no one can understand me even if understand me will also will misunderstand me...right?it know it...all is fake...everyone is using me...don need me will ignore me huh...need me will find for me..then when i need u all leh?u all don care..hahaha..great..gonna crazy soon..

♥BubblesJoey♥


Saturday, January 15, 2011

haiz...such a boring and tiring life... had enough...why?why do i still hope that things will become that way?even if i know it wont?why?what are u doing?if u keep on doing it,u will gone crazy..u cant take it alr..it enough..if u keep on being like this,he will only hate u...don be such a fool..it not worth..he wont be him...he wont get used to it de...ignoring him and 4get him bah...he's crazy..but fun bcos he is crazy...but it really really not worth...no matter how long u wait,he wont fall in love with u..gonna crazy..i hate uuuu!!!

♥BubblesJoey♥


Sunday, January 9, 2011

haiz..all fake...u all should be happy right?why u all can be in same class...all my friends go a2..it is not fair..left me alone...=(
how i wish it was a dream...but it is not...what should i do?no mood to go to sch...so boring..math teacher was going to make me crazy...so many questions 4 math h/w...don even wanna to go chem lesson..cos need to sit with...haiz...cant do anything...so tired..everything was fake...how i wish i can be with my friends so close again...
i felt so useless...nothing i can do..why cant we close again?does it mean if we didn be in class,cannot be close again?why u all using me?when u all need me u all will come and find me...if don need,can ignore me..right?why?why this year is worst than last year?why is it so hurtful..why this hurt cannot wait until next next year?it is better than this year cos i don need to see u all...at least it wont be so hurtful...

♥BubblesJoey♥


Tuesday, December 14, 2010

so boring....no drama or movie to watch..recently watch Korean drama..playful kiss..very interesting...wanna to watch it again.....i like Baek Seung Jo cos he very bad,cool,sometimes sweet and cold..he too cold alr...only Oh Ha Ni can take it..=p..lol,now watch finish le leh...nothing to watch le..so boring...haven finish h/w sia...gonna to rush through..tsk tsk..

♥BubblesJoey♥


Tuesday, December 7, 2010

so many things to say..on 29 nov,went to grandparents' house with my sis...then went orchard shopping with my sis and 姑姑..at around 4+..and eat at ramen ten..eat sushi and the ramen..(spicy de)..eat till cry..too spicy..cant take it..=p and then went back at 8+...then on 2 dec,went watch movie with vicky and vinitha...at bishan..we watch Rapunzel a tangled tale..haha...so funny sia the movie...then on 3 dec went running with my sis and hui min(sec 1) at 9am...after that went sp to eat...then at 12.45pm meet vinitha to buy books...the books so heavy sia...=.=..then on 4 dec,went to my mother's friend's child's birthday...one years old...at 5 or 6+...went home at 8+....

so boring sia...wanna do h/w also no mood sia..so irritating...yesterday also...

♥BubblesJoey♥


Friday, November 19, 2010

what should i do?stay at home do nothing...going to rot at home...wanna to do h/w but no mood do leh...everyday so boring...haiz...

Bitch...u have no right to do it...hate u so much..act in front of ppl...bitch is a bitch...no matter how u change,u still is a bitch....

nowadays i don know what to do anymore...i am so tired to treat it as nothing happen...how could i do that?u two are so close...even when i online,i saw it...no matter how i avoid,it just didn work...now,all i could do is to forget abt u...so next year,i wont talk to u anymore...even if i really wanna to talk to u,i will stop myself from talking to u...u talk to me,i wont talk to u...this is the best way to let me forget abt u...and i got to treat u and me cruel...just like last time...u feel it too didn u?we both treat each other cruelly,i know u hate it..me too but i have no choice...u treat me that way,my heart will be broken..it will hurt badly...but i know i will get used to it..and slowly,i will forget abt u...then u leh,next year,i wont talk to u..or else,i will love u again..i don wan to be so close again cos i don wan to love u again,don wan u to break it again...it's okay de...if i wan heartbroken,i rather all in one heartbroken...as long as i can take it...i'm used to it alr..

♥BubblesJoey♥


Friday, November 5, 2010

yesterday....got BBQ...after sch,decided to go sp with nazmeen,xiao lei to eat...then ms tan ask us to help her to buy McDonald and coke for later...then went to sp...reach sp,nazmeen wan to eat at McDonald,xiao lei want to eat at KFC...then at KFC entrance,i say u two scissors paper stone,see who win...if xiao lei win,we will eat at KFC,if nazmeen win,we will eat at McDonald...in the end,xiao lei win....then we went in...find a place to sit..put our bags,order food...then saw debra they all....change our places...eat with them...after we eat finish,went to buy food for ms tan and buy coke...then went back to sch...find ms tan...saw ms tan,she ask us to go canteen...went to canteen...give her food,coke,money...saw lcl,ry and lao uncle making water bomb...then go put our bags...nazmeen say we go help them..then i say okay..then go there,nazmeen say i help u...i also say that too...then i fill in the water...then don know how to tie..ask lao uncle...then he say u need to put one or two finger first then u tie...then i do what he told...then after that i ask him like that it will not come out ah..he say wont...then fill and tie...then crazy go and put the water bomb...and come back..then got someone throw water...then i ask who throw one..on one ans...then second time,i ask that...then he still act innocence...then the third times,i saw it...i very angry sia..then i snatch the thing put water...then the water don know why didn come out...then i take whole thing...the water come out...then i splash at him...then the fourth times,i say that...then i take water bomb...burst it...the water don know what sia...my shirt wet sia...then i quickly throw at him...after go fill the water bomb...then went to BBQ...then almost time to eat...saw something that i don wan to see...

我真的好累。。不知道该怎么办。。你现在有了她，为什么？她可以我就不可以？为什么？我对你那么好，为什么你要这样的对我？我到底做错了什么？为什么？你要我怎么忘记ni?u gave me so many memories....how could i forget?u know what?u are the first one...who make me laugh whenever i'm down...who help me to forget someone who i wan to forget...

♥BubblesJoey♥


Saturday, October 30, 2010

on thursday night...saw something...someone let me see de...if i know that i will be hurt after seeing that,i wont see....then i wont even cry....after i open it,see it and read..then person ask me how...i act blur put '?'...then she say nothing....at night,i couldn sleep...kept thinking abt the words he wrote...i cried...thinking of how to face him tomorrow...but hahaha,in the end it was fine...nothing happen...

♥BubblesJoey♥



yesterday was so fun..went to old folks' home..meet nazmeen at sembawang mrt station...at 12.40...then wait for nabihah...then take mrt...inside the mrt,saw sakinah and naia...we were late...then reach novena,go to the old folks' home..saw my class..waiting for us..=p then we walk quickly,saw xiao lei...like a model...(this is what sakinah say..=p)then tcy saw me and say now haven 七月...=.=!!!then the boys starting abt me...=.= then teachers tell us to go in the room...then i tell xiao lei to go with me...then we go...put our bags..start to talk to the old folks..=p i was like so shy..omg..then they start talking,singing,dancing...and so on..it was quite fun..then at the end,we take a bow..then push the old folks to their rooms...i ask nazmeen to follow me..=p cos i scared...then when i push her back to her room,bed,she say she wan to be on her bad..or what lah...something that...i ask lcl for help sia...then he say how..=.=!!! then tcy come and kpo....i ask him to help also..then they both say they don know!!!=.=!!!so useless..=p

then on thursday,mr zaf and the other teachers say songs for mrs raja....mr zaf sing songs...his voices...was so nice...just now went to find the songs he sang...eeeee not nice de....mr zaf sang nicer...hahaha=p

♥BubblesJoey♥


Sunday, October 24, 2010

why?why must u let me feel so disappointed?do u know what?when they say it is u the one who told them,i don believe it...and when u told me that it is u the one who told them...i really can't believe that...now...who should i trust?i really don know...i won't trust u anymore...cause u don deserve it..i really really can't treat it as nothing had happen...just because of ur big mouth,u let me become like this...and u still wan me to be nice to u...wth!!!u go ask anyone if u betray them,will they still be nice to u or not...if next time,i betray u,don blame me...it is u the one who start first...I HATE U SO MUCH!!!i can't forgive u...don even wan to go to sch tomorrow to see ur idiot face...i shouldn have trust u!!!!feel so diappointed!!!why am i so stupid?to believe u?!who can i trust?i really don know...

why being a good person so difficult?why being a bad person more difficult?so which one should i be?a good person or a bad person...if i wan to be a good person,i will be hurt...if i wan to be a bad person,i can't do it..don know why leh..haiz...why is it so difficult to choose?

♥BubblesJoey♥


Thursday, October 14, 2010

Yes!!exams are over..=) don need to be so stress le..everyday wake up so early,go to sch,remember this and that..so stress..tomorrow no sch..cos marking day..yesterday rush through art..do layouts and the final one...

On monday,12.30 need to go hall,after that go cca outing at sentosa...will be back home at 7++...don know wan to go math lesson or not leh..cos only go there for a few mins..

如果我在也不理你，你会伤心吗？
如果我不跟你说话，你会来跟我说话吗？
如果我无缘无故背书包，你会问我去那里吗？
如果我告诉你那个人是你，我们还会这样吗？
如果有一天，你发现我不在了，你会想我吗？
如果我没来学校，你会跟我那时候一样吗？

我以后都不会因为你而改变。因为你不值得我对你那么好。因为你只是利用我对你的感情。。。我恨你。我以后都不会在等你跟我说话了。。因为我累了。。我承受不起，我不想再受伤了。。。我等了再等，以为可能有机会。。可是，我错了。。。我们永远不可能的。

♥BubblesJoey♥


Friday, August 20, 2010

haiz..don know what to do..so boring..got art,mt,chem,phy,history h/w and so on...so many..boring

♥BubblesJoey♥


Tuesday, August 3, 2010

today so funny sia...during phy,ask people if they know what is Emu,most of them say don know sia...then i say huh..u sure or not...hui min and me heard that then we laugh sia..cos we first time know that got people don know what is Emu sia...so funny...even that crazy person also didn know sia...lucky,that someone didn let me feel so disappointed...cos i tell hui min that that someone sure know de...lucky he know...hahahah..

♥BubblesJoey♥


Friday, July 30, 2010

today got parent meeting....go home put my bag,then go eat with Vicky and Vinitha...after eating,go back to sch,do art h/w...till 4.30...then go locker put art h/w..then go sun plaza bring their mothers to sch...for parent meeting....then reach sch at 5 something or what la...don know la...then to register our name and saw that someone....talk a bit..=p...then go to hall...sit down and wait...then at 6 something,going to be 7..then vicky ask me to give the feedback to that someone...then i say okay..=p...then go to that someone...and give him...then he say oh this one give...then he go and find that person..so i follow him..then got someone take the feedback from me...then i keep looking at him =p...wondering if he is still finding that person...=p..then after a while,i just go home...don care about him le la...later i care too much,i scared like last time...i don wan this to be happen again...

♥BubblesJoey♥



today so cold sia....morning suddenly rain sia...then run to the indoor sporthall...rain so heavily...i all wet sey...stupid teacher,raining still wan to take exams...=p then going to do eng paper 1,miss ain go switch on the fan...=(..so cold already still wan to switch on the fan..make me feel so cold...then go recess,after that,go to class...so stupid..i sit facing the fan sia...so cold...wth...

♥BubblesJoey♥


Thursday, July 29, 2010

how?my blog is going to be dead...don have anything to write leh..actually have but a lot of things..scared cannot finish...nvm..let me write some...
tomorrow got parent meeting...at about 5...(i think it will be so boring..)my parents didn go sia..just now ask Shi Min if her parents got go or not,she say no..(same as me...hahahahah...wakakakakak..=p)tomorrow got no lesson cos got tomorrow got common test...it's eng..so sianz...don know what to learn...haiz..so boring...tomorrow take the test at indoor sporthall...so boring...still need to sit beside that nasha...(i think so la...cos last time i also sit beside him..)wanna to vomit blood...always made me angry...found out something...don wish to talk about it...
today got math test sia...so difficult...got so many question don know how to do leh...then yesterday got house meeting...2.15pm go lunch till 2.45...then go hall...saw someone who say don wan to go...yet they go...wanna to ask him why he didn go home..i thought u say ur hanster will be hungry if u go back home at 5???yet i didn get the chance to ask...=(

♥BubblesJoey♥


Monday, July 5, 2010

yesterday...sneeze and sneeze..very cold..at night,having fever..38.9 degree...so high sey...then cannot sleep..very hot...headache..like wan to faint...then 5am something wake up..cannot not sleep...don know what to do...then a while fall asleep...at 6 or 7 something wake up...so tired...today my temperature is 37.3 or what la..having sore throat...luckily tomorrow no mt hahaha..hope that tomorrow won't be sick again...hate to fall sick!!!

♥BubblesJoey♥


Friday, July 2, 2010

sch has open...so boring!!!i hate it...so many things have change...so many h/w too..so boring..

♥BubblesJoey♥


Saturday, June 19, 2010

sch going to open soon...so boring...h/w have do finish leh..

♥BubblesJoey♥


Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Raining sey..today at 12.30 pm,go out with my mother,sister and 大姨...we go jurong...to collect computer...cos it spoil...take a long time to reach there...after that we go imm to eat..then we take shuttle bus...and take mrt back home...

♥BubblesJoey♥


Saturday, June 12, 2010

hiaz..so boring...nothing to do...so many h/w waiting for me to do...just now do reading rites one compre..summary haven do...still got one more compre..hate doing compre...haven do art,chinese:compo and letter writing..math:worksheet..phy:worsheet(some question haven do),eng:one compre,compo...haiz..so boring..then still got asknlearn haven do sia...wanna die le la..so many...

♥BubblesJoey♥


Sunday, May 30, 2010

yesterday,go to zoo...walk until so tired...and take a lot of pic...wan to put in facebook but lazy to put..haha...

yesterday,meet sec 1 hui min..at Mc,she was late sey...8.11am then reach..(wanna to kill her..haha)cos we have said that we meet at 8am...so late..then eat together at there..another hui min say 8.20am meet at Mc...we wait for her while eating...and u know what happen?she was late...at 8.25am go sembawang mrt station...and she came...and wait for teacher....miss ain was late too...(wth...why are they late...the two hui min...treat me as what ah??ask me to wait...stupid...hate to wait for people...)then reach ang mo kio mrt station...after that take bus..then reach zoo..then go in..saw a lot of animals...then go and watch elephants...one of them call dumpbay or what la..don know how to spell...them go see horses,i only know some of their names,king,candy and buddy...

today is Vinitha's birthday...so many people wish her happy birthday sey...last time Sakinah also...(so jealous..no la jk...jk..)

♥BubblesJoey♥


Wednesday, May 26, 2010

haiz...cca outing again...don know got how many le...let me see...first time is go drama centre,second is museum and on this sat,going to zoo...teacher we just need to have fun and all the hardwork let teacher take..hahaha..



sometime,when i feel like crying,i wish that there will be someone beside me...especially my friends...but....it never happened...=(...if one day,when i crying,all my friends are beside me and that will be good...but i know none of these will happened...one of my friends(most caring)went to other class so maybe not....so it might not happen..(i miss last year..)

♥BubblesJoey♥



why must u lie to me???everytime u lie to me,i will forgive u...u promise me not to say...why u still say???why???why must u lie..why they treat a liar so good??and why i also??am i stupid???i also help her...she didn go to sch,all her h/w i help her to take...one of her friends help her copy her thing or what la,saying she help her copy until very tired..then she say thankyou to her....then me leh??i help her take her thing...and yet didn say thankyou and even lie to me...So why must i do all these???for what reason??i treat her as friend yet she betray me...wth???what is these??why must i help her???now still dare to message me...so thick skin...is it she don know what is the two words called"embarrassed" and "paisey"...wth..in this world also got this person ah...

today so busy...help vicky and vinitha collect their h/w...look like holiday h/w got a lot...haiz...so many h/w...=(

♥BubblesJoey♥


Thursday, May 20, 2010

exam are over....i pass all my subjects...i thought that chem will get higher marks because chem is easier....but who knows my chem get lower marks that phy....when i get the papers back,i was shock to see that....

♥BubblesJoey♥


Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Exam!!!mt paper 1 was quite easy...but math paper 2 was quite hard...first page of the math paper 2,i took quite long to complete...and the section c too...today exam is history...not too hard to and not too easy..

♥BubblesJoey♥


Friday, May 7, 2010

Exams...is soo stress...i think last fri got eng P1 and P2...it was quite easy...and today,got math P1 and ss...so stress...don know how to do ss,the type 1 question...then i anyhow do...hope that i won't fail..math was normal..some easy and so hard..

last fri,exam is at classroom...then today is at the indoor sport hall...when i got there,i felt so stress..thinking what should i do..these and that..feeling so scary...hate this feeling...after a while i clam down myself...quickly put down my bag...and so on and so for...sitting in between nasha and hui min...that stupid nasha keep making me feel so angry...wanna to kill him...keep cursing me to fail....hate him so much..

♥BubblesJoey♥


Friday, April 23, 2010

stupid sey...i just found out that everyone is a liar..everyone is so scary...and that makes me feel so scared...they only know how to liar...when they need me,they will be nice to me...when they don need me and i ask or talk to them something,they will ask me to shut up...hate it..who am i in their mind?A person they can used?or a stupid person that they can used...when i don talk to them,they will talk to me...asking for h/w...or something...hate being used...why?how i wish that i can treat them just like they treat me...some teacher also are liars...example eng teacher...she say wanna to change place after two weeks..and it is today...but she didn..hate her so much...i' so tied...life is not fun at all...hate it so much...

♥BubblesJoey♥


Sunday, April 18, 2010

Why?whenever i am with my friends,i will become myself...why is that so??i hate being myself...always get hurt,always cry..inside my heart...how i wish i can become another person...who is no feeling,so that i won't get hurt...and can hurt other people who used to hurt me...and i will laugh..hope that i won't cry at that time..and will say serve u right..now,if i do that,i will cry....i don know why..so stupid..feel sorry for them..i don know why?when they do that,they won't feel anything...one day,when i can do that,don blame me to be so cruel..when my heart die...when i no feeling...i surely will do that..cos it is u all who wan to make me do this..right?fine..keep making me feel hurt la...till i can't take it..then maybe i will become like that...

♥BubblesJoey♥


Friday, April 9, 2010

I hate it so much...hate myself for pretending to be okay and keep a smile on my face but inside it is so hurt...i'm dying..i wanna to be myself but i can't....cos i know if i bbecome myself,i will get hurt...so deeply...and ended up i'm weak...i don want...sometimes,i don know why...i became myself back...especially with my friends(sometimes only)..sometimes even with my friends,i will also get hurt...i wanna to be cruel to my friends(only sometimes) but i don know why i can't...i don know why i can't be cruel...hate it so much..i wan to be cruel to them because i don wan to get hurt anymore...i really can't take it anymore...i really really so tired...i don know how long i can take it...

♥BubblesJoey♥


Thursday, April 8, 2010

HATE eng teacher so much...know why?she change my place...i don wan to sit with Mark.cos irritating...i rather sit with Nasha..cos much more fun,no stress(only sometimes)...stupid...hate her sooo much...tell her already she say wait another 2 weeks then change place...stupid...then i say huh?still need to wait another 2 weeks ah...wait i die ah..she nooooo....then i say after 2 weeks change back ah..she say no..sooo stupid..feel like wanna to kill her...if i have a knife..FREAK...hate it so much..

♥BubblesJoey♥


Wednesday, March 31, 2010

this week is sooo boring!!!hate it sooo much...last week better...can play...this week leh...wanna to sleep nothing is fun....bored like what...don wish to say anything sooo bb!!!

♥BubblesJoey♥


Thursday, March 25, 2010

Today,i forget to bring student handbook and history h/w...stupid...hate i so much..today,a lot of things happened..i hate to say so skip that part....today got exam for some people....total 19 people in my class need to take...including me...it is math and sci...2.45 need to wait at the AVA room...teacher come and Vicky and i go in...then after a while,everyone come in..teacher ask me to count how many people in my class..then i go count..and i saw ry counting too..then i count 18..and i tell teacher..then i count again to confirm..then ry tell me it's 18 using hand sign..haha..(same like last year...during childen's day,teacher gave us lollipop..i take two..he also..haha =p then i ask hui min to ask ry what favour he take..then she go and ask..he told her..then he saw me and tell me what he take...he say watermelon and orange without any sound coming out...=p i know he say watermelon then the other one i don understand..then hui min came and i ask her what he say..=p then she say watermelon and orange..then i say yes cos i take watermelon and strawberry..=p)..then teacher say our paper is different...so cannot copy...i take booklet 1 and Vicky take booklet 5...then teacher say do first part first which is math...don do second part...teacher say some of them is sci first then math...but lucky my one is math...or else i am struck..then teacher say the instruction after that,we start doing it...after doing finish,i waited for the time...after that,the time is up..then teacher say do the second part which is sci...then i do...after finish,again,i wait for the time...only a few mins..after that teacher collected the paper..then when teacher called Chun liang then he go and give...after that i ask him he take what booklet...then he ask booklet 1 same as me....teacher ask who wan to go toilet,so i go with vicky...after going to the toilet,i wan to go back...and saw him...then he say i take same booklet as him why not we be brother..then i say i am a girl...what brother???then he say we be sister..then i say u are a girl ah??stupid....then i don care about it...then i ask him stupid question...i ask him last question he write what...(actually,i know that it is yes..)so i anyhow ask...(to change questions)...hahahaha...then he say he put yes...(at that time,i feel so stupid,asking him stupid questions...)...hate it so much...nevermind..don care too much...

yesterday,mt lesson, my face so red..elise and carol say something that made my face so red...what is it??i don wan to say...hahahaha..

♥BubblesJoey♥


Saturday, March 20, 2010

thursday,went to Sakinah's house to do math project...2.00pm meet Nazmeen at woodlands interchange...after that take 962 bus go to Sakinah's house....then at the bus-stop saw Nabihah and Sakinah...that day raining...then walk to her house..do h/w (they all got bring h/w except me)....so sad...cos i thought only do math project...who know they wan to do h/w...after that,eat...then do project...discuss this and that...then at about 5 then take bus go interchange then go popular to buy something then go home...

then yesterday,go hui min house to do h/w at 3.00 pm..cos at 4.30pm need to meet teacher at sembawang mrt station..then at 4.00pm we take mrt to sembawang...then wait for teacher...then saw cca people wearing home clothes..only we wear uniform...so embarrassed...then i ask them can go home and change..then they say can..then i see the time it is 4.30..then i say don wan...it is fine..then i say later i see what teacher say...then teacher say next time if didn meet at sch,don need to wear sch uniform...then see the sec 1...i can't take it anymore...so talkative...so kpo...more greedy...cos they ask this and ask that...and one of them has sweet and she ask us if we want to eat..then i take one...then another one take sooo many.. like 5 and more...then each time the person take,she will take more than previous...then after go city hall..before,they say they will stick with us cos they only know us...then they start calling us jie..so cold...hate it so much..then on the way to city hall,they make us laugh until i cry...can't hold myself....then go mc and eat...afterthat go nation library..the drama start at 8..so teacher let us go around...first we go libaray...then after that we go level 3 and saw teacher..then teacher say the drama end at 10.15pm..and when we reach sembawang mrt will be 11pm...then after that we go toliet...afterthat,teacher say we cannot make noise here but we can make noise inside..the inside is selling food and drinks...then we play games...then afer a while,then guard say we cannot make noise here...stupid..then at 8 we do drama centre to see the drama...my seat is 23...then the drama is very scared and boring...hate it so much...i wanna to skip it...it make me wanna to sleep...it is so boring...then 10.11 the drama finish...i soo happy...then take mrt home...then also they make us laugh...til i cry...really leh..stupid..

i think this year sec 1 is worst than last year sec one...last year sec 1 is rough..and this year sec 1 is so disgusting...don know next year sec 1 is how..either more wost or better...

♥BubblesJoey♥


Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Today,i do my h/w rush through..cos from fri until now have do..except math...i rush through...but still got a lot...soo tired..i do my h/w yet and rest..then i see the time..u guess what time is it? it is 4.30pm...then i so wah so late le ah...my show finish le...BB!!!i am going to do my h/w le...wait..just now i go sch website and check...guess what timetable is out..art teacher say mon got art..but i just now go and check..it is on thurs...

♥BubblesJoey♥



Friday staying at home doing asknlearn...7.15am start doing and finish at 9 something...my parents go overseas...until tue then came back..so my grandmother came...at 8 something she reach...they wait for me to finish my h/w...my sister saw me don need to go to sch,so she say she don wan to go too...after finish the asknlearn,we take bus and go to chong pang to eat...after went to her house...at night then go home...

Saturday,also went to chong pang to eat...then go her house...at night again we home..

Sunday,my sister and i stay at home,then she go chong pang and then she go her house..then we watch 72 家组客 and 花田喜事 the CD..then she call home and ask us if we want to go her house then i say okay cos we stay at home also no use cos nothing to watch le...

Monday,姑姑 no working so i ask her wan to go watch movie or not..(of course with my sister)then she say if u pay for it then i will go...then i say okay...then she say later she wan to go and buy something at Bishan,Junction 8,then we go AMK hub watch movie...i say okay...then after that we go Bishan Junction 8,after buying her things,she say why not we don watch movie at AMK hub,we watch here?then i say okay...then i go buy the movie ticket...$20.50...the movie is called 做人(being human)...but $20.50 not i pay one...is 姑姑 pay de...i only pay $9.00 for the popcorn and drinks..(not fair...my sister didn pay anything)the movie funny...the moive trick us two times..wanna to know why?because when mark lee'wife(in movie) died or what la the forget..then his wife's brother is using his laptop to watch movie and then the movie finish..everyone thought that it has finished...then everyone say like that only...then his wife's brother say everytime like that one no ending...the back to the moive..the next one is..mark lee is in coma and then it end again..then when it is ending,mark lee wake up and say where got like that de...i haven wake up and it end...then he say rewind...stupid...but it is funny...it is second time i go watch movie with 姑姑..last time is wedding game at northpoint...this time is at bishan,Junction 8....hahahahaha...

Tuesday,in the morning,go chong pang...from 9 someting to 10 or 11 something..then go her house..after a while,i can't take it anymore..i fell asleep..11 or 12 something to 2.10...then when i wake up,they say wan to go home le..i say why so early..they say ur parent at home le...i say like that only ma...why must go home so early...i very sleepy u know...hahahaha...then no choice but to go home lol...

♥BubblesJoey♥


Friday, March 12, 2010

i know one thing already...that is don treat anyone good or else u will be hurt..don treat ur friends good and even the people u like also don treat he or she good..or else they will think that they deserves it...soo remember don treat anyone good cos u will get hurt by them..cos they wont treat u good and if they are in a bad mood,u talk to them nicely,they will scold u...without knowing anything...and they will treat u like a maid...ask u to carry their books and soo on...from now onwards,i don wan to treat anyone good anymore cos i am really tired of it...i hate it..

♥BubblesJoey♥


Friday, February 26, 2010

Sooo tired...recently,my friends has some problem especially friendship...yesterday,Sakinah and Nazmeen don know what happened to them...during chem lesson...Sakinah come to me when chem is going to end...then i saw her eyes are red...i ask her if she got cry or not..she say no..then she ask me to go toilet with her...on the way,she suddenly say she don wan to friend Nazmeen already....then i ask her why..she cry out of sudden..then she say all my fault,i make her cry.i say what?i did nothing..go into the toilet,she wipe her tears...after that go to art lesson...

On wed,followed Dina home...then reach her house,when she open the door,guess what??i saw something...she cut herself again...u know she use what to cut??it is penknife...very stupid..why must hurt herself??then she go and change...then go back to sch...something happened and it is very disgusting...i don wan to say it...then on the way to sch,i ask her why u cut urself??she say stress...i ask her stress about what?she say friendship....i ask her why?what has happened??she say nothing...then she say stress...everyone anyhow say her..when things missing,they say she stole it..when other people boyfriend is missing,they say she take it....anythings also say it is her...stress ah...then i have nothing to say...i want to help but i can't...i really don wan to see any of my friends sad..u know that???i hate it when i can't help them...how i hope that Dina can tell me why she is stress..and don cut herself again...i hope that she will tell me anythings...like sad things and happy things...something like that...

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Wednesday, February 24, 2010

yesterday very tired...because of the Elective Module and everyday got test...yesterday learn how to make up..only half of it..next week then is full..then help each other to make up...i help Shi Min to make up..i soo scared cos first time..i put light colour on her face..then she said cannot see..then she help me make up..like ghost..hahas..too light...and the face too white lol...very fun...soo scared to it wrongly..


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Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Sooo tired,sooo busy...On Saturday,having REUNION DINNER..afternoon ate at grandparents' house,at night eat at vista point,then go to da yi house and play..adult they play mahjong...i play poker cards with my sister and biao di...play until boring..Suddenly,felt that if biao ge is here better cos at least he can think of something fun to play with..sooo sad...go home at 11.58pm..reach home at about 12.10pm..soo sleepy..

On Sunday,went to a lot of places to get ang bao...then afternoon,go to da yi house again..do the same thing,play with same people..soo boring...went home at 2 something..i thought that biao ge will come but i didn saw him...didn play with him,feel like very weired cos every year got saw him de..hahas..then his ang bao don need to get liao...

Yesterday,also thought that he will come but he didn...then went to 3 yi house,but didn saw biao di...so boring,no children around..no one to play with...i thought biao di got come soo i bring sweets,who know he didn...stupid..i think he went to her house in the morning cos they got say...u know what,yeaterday,went home at 4 something reach home at 5am...soo crazy..sooo sleepy..i sleep at 3 yi for a few mintes cos very tired there days soo late sleep..can't take it anymore..luckily,today don need to go anywhere and no one came to my house..sooo good..can rest liao..this saturday,they will come to my house..

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