stupid sey...i just found out that everyone is a liar..everyone is so scary...and that makes me feel so scared...they only know how to liar...when they need me,they will be nice to me...when they don need me and i ask or talk to them something,they will ask me to shut up...hate it..who am i in their mind?A person they can used?or a stupid person that they can used...when i don talk to them,they will talk to me...asking for h/w...or something...hate being used...why?how i wish that i can treat them just like they treat me...some teacher also are liars...example eng teacher...she say wanna to change place after two weeks..and it is today...but she didn..hate her so much...i' so tied...life is not fun at all...hate it so much...

Why?whenever i am with my friends,i will become myself...why is that so??i hate being myself...always get hurt,always cry..inside my heart...how i wish i can become another person...who is no feeling,so that i won't get hurt...and can hurt other people who used to hurt me...and i will laugh..hope that i won't cry at that time..and will say serve u right..now,if i do that,i will cry....i don know why..so stupid..feel sorry for them..i don know why?when they do that,they won't feel anything...one day,when i can do that,don blame me to be so cruel..when my heart die...when i no feeling...i surely will do that..cos it is u all who wan to make me do this..right?fine..keep making me feel hurt la...till i can't take it..then maybe i will become like that...

I hate it so much...hate myself for pretending to be okay and keep a smile on my face but inside it is so hurt...i'm dying..i wanna to be myself but i can't....cos i know if i bbecome myself,i will get hurt...so deeply...and ended up i'm weak...i don want...sometimes,i don know why...i became myself back...especially with my friends(sometimes only)..sometimes even with my friends,i will also get hurt...i wanna to be cruel to my friends(only sometimes) but i don know why i can't...i don know why i can't be cruel...hate it so much..i wan to be cruel to them because i don wan to get hurt anymore...i really can't take it anymore...i really really so tired...i don know how long i can take it...

HATE eng teacher so much...know why?she change my place...i don wan to sit with Mark.cos irritating...i rather sit with Nasha..cos much more fun,no stress(only sometimes)...stupid...hate her sooo much...tell her already she say wait another 2 weeks then change place...stupid...then i say huh?still need to wait another 2 weeks ah...wait i die ah..she nooooo....then i say after 2 weeks change back ah..she say no..sooo stupid..feel like wanna to kill her...if i have a knife..FREAK...hate it so much..

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