Why?whenever i am with my friends,i will become myself...why is that so??i hate being myself...always get hurt,always cry..inside my heart...how i wish i can become another person...who is no feeling,so that i won't get hurt...and can hurt other people who used to hurt me...and i will laugh..hope that i won't cry at that time..and will say serve u right..now,if i do that,i will cry....i don know why..so stupid..feel sorry for them..i don know why?when they do that,they won't feel anything...one day,when i can do that,don blame me to be so cruel..when my heart die...when i no feeling...i surely will do that..cos it is u all who wan to make me do this..right?fine..keep making me feel hurt la...till i can't take it..then maybe i will become like that...