Friday, January 28, 2011
=.=!!!so fake sia..math teacher..act blur..fake sia..hate u so much...haiz...so sianz..nothing to do..bored...haiz...don know how to describe my feelings...somehow my heart feel empty..or what..i don understand it...haiz...math math math...confuse confuse confuse...so how am i going to get a1??
crazy-why are u always so confident?wanna to get a1 for all the subjects...always so confident..
=p
i gonna crazy sia...too stress...cant take it anymore..
♥BubblesJoey♥
Friday, January 21, 2011
i hate it...why must i pretend to be happy when i'm not happy in front of other ppl and even my friends?why cant i cry when i'm sad in front of my friends?why must i pretend to be happy?if i keep on pretending,i scared i cant take it anymore...my heart cant take it..it's really so tired.....maybe it is not...maybe i don cos i don understand it...lol..really tired liao..don wan to pretend le..but can i do that or not?i really don know..my friends,i don think that u know when i was faking to be happy right?actually it's almost everyday cos saw him with some ppl and not me and treat me so coldly..i really cant take it anymore...pretend to be happy to hide my feelings?i scared i reaaly cant do it anymore...it's getting tired and tired..i just wan to be myself..don wan to fake anymore..i wan to cry when i'm sad,i don wan to pretend to be happy...sometimes,i really wanna to find u all,hug u and cry but i cant do that..cos i know u all wont do that right?haiz..it doesn matter anymore..it hurts..cant take it anymore...on monday what should i do?pretend again?so tired...no one can understand me even if understand me will also will misunderstand me...right?it know it...all is fake...everyone is using me...don need me will ignore me huh...need me will find for me..then when i need u all leh?u all don care..hahaha..great..gonna crazy soon..
♥BubblesJoey♥
Saturday, January 15, 2011
haiz...such a boring and tiring life... had enough...why?why do i still hope that things will become that way?even if i know it wont?why?what are u doing?if u keep on doing it,u will gone crazy..u cant take it alr..it enough..if u keep on being like this,he will only hate u...don be such a fool..it not worth..he wont be him...he wont get used to it de...ignoring him and 4get him bah...he's crazy..but fun bcos he is crazy...but it really really not worth...no matter how long u wait,he wont fall in love with u..gonna crazy..i hate uuuu!!!
♥BubblesJoey♥
Sunday, January 9, 2011
haiz..all fake...u all should be happy right?why u all can be in same class...all my friends go a2..it is not fair..left me alone...=(
how i wish it was a dream...but it is not...what should i do?no mood to go to sch...so boring..math teacher was going to make me crazy...so many questions 4 math h/w...don even wanna to go chem lesson..cos need to sit with...haiz...cant do anything...so tired..everything was fake...how i wish i can be with my friends so close again...
i felt so useless...nothing i can do..why cant we close again?does it mean if we didn be in class,cannot be close again?why u all using me?when u all need me u all will come and find me...if don need,can ignore me..right?why?why this year is worst than last year?why is it so hurtful..why this hurt cannot wait until next next year?it is better than this year cos i don need to see u all...at least it wont be so hurtful...
♥BubblesJoey♥
