haiz..first day of sch reopens,tired until siao...h/w,h/w and h/w..haiz..where got time to study CH?no mood leyy..how?history i haven study yet leh..and the test is on this wed..haiz..where got time to study it?start now will be late leyy..

wanna get a1 for CH leyy..and must start by today leyy..haizz..boring..later then study ba..=p

ahhhhh...sch gonna reopens soon..and i haven revise my math and sci..and haven learn CH yet...it gonna kill me..just realised that prelims and n level is getting nearer...omg..what am i going to do?cant memorise CH..sch reopens got tests seh..i wonder how leyy..haiz..stress..idiot..no mood to study..and worse still haven record the thing and sent to teacher..what have i done today?watching tv..wth..i have alr planned that today i should do compo,study,learn CH and record the thing..and yet i watching tv..haiz..now 8++ le..going to be 9 soon..still can record the thing mah?haiz..10 leh not 1 leh..idiot..sabo me give me more things to do alr..trouble me only..maybe i should leave everything aside and should only study..don care whatever rubbish u given me..idiot..and leave u far far away...

hmmm..what shall i write today?today went out with my aunt and grandmother...to orchard...eat and shopping..so fun seh..lol

深爱一个人，不一定要让他知道。可以默默地爱着他，支持他。
爱一个人，不一定要得到他。
爱一个人，不一定要和他在一起。
爱一个人，应该让他幸福，不应该让他痛苦。
爱一个人，只要他开心，自己也会开心的。

我放弃你了，你快乐，我也会快乐。
你走吧！我再也不需要你了。
你走吧！我不需要一个虚情假意的人来爱我。
也许，放弃你是个不错的选择。
你到底在想什么？为什么我不知道？
你这个人怎么那么难了解呢？

idiot you...treat me like a fool!!!i'm not born for you to be treated like a fool...confuse my mind only you...made me think something that is not possible...and i even wanna to make it become possible...ha...i so foolish..thinking that it is possible...the more i try to make it possible,the more tired i am..more hurt i get only..yea..i admit that i lose..and u win okay?i admit that i don know how to fake it..u did it,okay?..i cant believe that i have done so much for you...idiot me..believe all ur nonsense...i shouldn have follow my heart and make me be like this..i'm so tired..i wont cry for you..waste my tears only..idiot you..hate you forever...ever since i known you,u only can replace half of crazy..u are just like crazy..but u only are half of crazy..everything half..but also can lah..but i don wan..sabo me onyl..treat me like a fool..u say u wanna be mad man..but u didn show or prove it..how could i like u be?u must be faking..since u are faking why are u telling everyone that u are mad man?idiot u..rubbish!!!damn it...fool me only..what do u know then?u only know how to fake,lie and fool me only..what else do u know uh?

haiz..almost done my h/w..lefrt compo and that's it..today gonna burn midnight oil..to study ch..haiz..sch gonna reopens..and i haven revise my math,sci and ch...what the ... so today gonna study it..

today,went sch for mt oral practice...thought i will be late and otw to sch saw xiang xiang,,-.- boring...went to mt classroom..saw yzy and chay...i was like haiz..still need to see chay again..boring..lol..when chay saw me,he go away..i was like yes..don need to see him...no awkward between two of us..then went to sit with elise,yi ling,shu hui..and wait for teacher...lol..then shu hui say ur lao gong go alr..then i was like lol...then say i don have...then she quiet..haha..then after a while,shi min and jia hui came..-.-then soon chuan,rui yang came..then teacher came and say wah..so less ppl came..i was like huh?wait still got one more person..lcl..=p then i saw lcl rushing to water cooler and came..lol..mt oral practice starts...i with shi min practice...yzy with ry,chay with x2,elise with yi ling,jh with shu hui,crazy with wei min and lcl with teacher..=p hahaha..cos teacher say lcl very poor in chinese so with her..haha..lol..starting is reading with pairs..then after reading day 10,rest for 5mins..then cy came..haha..teacher told him that u don need to come also can..haha...then start convo..after that,teacher say yi ling,chay and lcl need to record their voice for reading and sent it to her..then i laugh say..chay saw that sia..-.- sabo me and told teacher then i don need ah?i don need ah?then teacher say okay if u need..i was like what the ... then i say why me sia?then i scold chay...he act blur and act too bad sia...so idiot...hate him so much..don know how many times he wan to sabo me,disturb me seh..damn it..=p hate him so much..

so tired!!!do math worksheet from morning till 8+++...and finally done...done math worksheet,eng letter writing and mt...=) haiz...still got lots to go...now relaxing...later gonna rush again..holiday isnt for us to relax meh?why got so many h/w?making me so stress...haiz...play some games and gonna finish it..

yesterday,went back to sch...met nazmeen and went to sch...reach sch,go canteen do h/w with nazmeen and lcl...starting chit-chat..then syahmi came..do h/w...after that syahmi went back...we continue do...after a while..the express boys play ball in canteen..they play play play,the ball hit the water pipe and the water dripping...me,lcl and nazmeen look at them then we laugh..then the boys thinking what to do?then they try fixing it..very funny sia..one of them punch or hit the pipe to make fix it..but it didn fix it..he punch or hit it,the pipe slanted...when we saw this,we all laugh..i laugh unti crazy sia...lcl and nazmeen stop laugh alr i still laughing sia...hahaha...=p cant control it..when i look at nazmeen's face,she like wan laugh not laugh..then i laugh again sia when i see her face...then she tell me don look at her face...then after a while,i stop laughing...then continue to do h/w..after a while the express boys play catching sia..around the whole sch sia...so fun..i also wanna join leh..=p after that,we slack..-.- second time..-.- at 4+,went sp..mac..make a fool of myself again-.- i went to open the mac's door which cant open..-.- lcl and nazmeen laugh at me sia..so evil..=p haiz..i realised that everytime go out with them,i will be very funny to them..all the weird things will happen,i will be a fool and they will laugh at me...-.- so the...whatever..-.-

maybe this is me??
pretend nothing happen..
Saying u are okay,but u are not..
U understand,but u don..
Acting like u are busy,but in reality u are lonely...
Convincing people that u just wan to be friends but what really is more than friends..
When u know that he/she has somebody new,u act like it doesn't hurt when inside it really hurt so badly...
When u say its over,but u know u still love him/her...
When u say u don care about him,but u know u still care about him...

"What each kiss means"
-Kiss on the forehead:We're cute together.
-Kiss on the cheek:We're friends.
-Kiss on the hand:I adore you.
-Kiss on the neck:I want u,now.
-Kiss on the shoulder:your are perfect.
-kiss on the lips:I love u.

"What each gesture means"
-Holding hands:We definitely like each other.
-Holding u tight pressed against each other:I want u.
-looking at each other's Eyes:I like u,for who u are.
-playing with hair:Let's fool around.
-Arms around wrist:I like u too much to let u go.
-laughing while kissing:I am completely comfortable with u.

Falling him for once:temptation
Falling for him twice:Destiny
Getting ur heart broken:A mistake
Letting it to happen again:unstoppable

when a person cries,the first drop of tears comes from the right eyes,it's happiness.But when the first roll is from the left,it's pain...

It take a minute to crush on someone,an hour to like someone, a day to love someone but it take a lifetime to forget someone..

Red Rose
This one is the most obvious. It means "I love you." It represents romance and love.

Deep Pink
This simply means "thank you". If someone you know does something nice for you, a deep pink rose is a good way of saying "thank you".

Regular Pink
A pink rose represents happiness. It's great to give a pink rose to a partner to say, "I'm very happy with our relationship."

Light Pink
A light pink rose means "sympathy". When someone has had a loss then light pink roses is a very nice way of expressing your condolences.

White Rose
A white rose symbolizes innocence and purity. When combined with red roses (see further down), it represents "unity".

Yellow Rose
A yellow rose symbolizes friendship and caring. It's the perfect innocent gift to give to a friend or give to a loved one when you simply want to say "I care". When given to a friend it also means "I'm happy with our friendship."

Lavender Rose
A lavender rose is a symbol of "falling in love". When you give it to a person you are saying "I have fallen in love with you and am enchanted by you."

Orange Rose
An orange rose is a symbol of desire. "I desire you" or "I desire to get to know you better" is the message that orange roses send.

Black Rose
Never ever give a woman a black rose, because Hollywood has, unfortunately, made out the meaning to be "death". These aren't easy to find and some maintain that they don't actually "exist".

Blue Rose
A blue rose is very hard to reproduce or find, although some floral companies are trying to do it naturally. Others just dye them. To some a blue rose symbolizes "mystery" and to others "attaining the impossible". A blue rose given can symbolize the rarity of your partner. You have attained the impossible.

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