Friday, July 8, 2011
lol..having oral today...very nervous sia..in the morning 7,meet mr patrick to practice oral..then at 12+ meet him again to practice it again..and still got time so go art room..so nervous sia..so sacred abt convo sia..don know whether i know how to ans it or not,wondering will it be difficult or not and what will the examiners ask..so sacred sia..so i ask nazmeen,sakinah and yasmin to test me...-.-all so hard sia..-.-i only can ans some question..so worried seh..butbut when i waiting for my turn,i not nervous sia..=p hui min so nervous seh..hahaha..at first i thought i will be the one who is nervous and end up i'm not nervous and had to ask her not to be nervous...talk to her abt "rubbish"..=p then my turn,the convo is easier than what they all had ask me..-.-wth..then i go back to art room to paint my canvas,everyone ask me sia except the boys..=p ask me how?what question they ask?and blah blah blah..=p haha..lol
whatever..phy haiz..change teacher liao..no mood to study it..haiz..that teacher i really don know what he is talking abt sia..andand the lesson i really not interested sia..damn boring..i'm not biased seh just because of him torturing me..i'm not..cos i really don know what he's talking abt and he speaks so fast..i don even know what he's talking abt..haizzzz...hate it..feel like he's just wasting my time....eeeeeee...okay lol..if it so,i will prove to u that next time i will know how to do ur idiot questions..!!!i will make sure whatever u tell me to ans,i will get it CORRECT!!!idiot..damn it..i don need u..all i need is ms tan..don need u also can..she will do better than u..at least i can understand it...
lol..i don know what to say..okay..firstly,thanks for being there when i'm lost..being there for me,make me smile and blah blah blah..and it end up like that..i have think through..i helped u a lot..i think i repay u back le ba..i helped u a lot and bear all the sadness that u had gave me..i think that is enough...i should not help u anymore right?or else tell me,why should i?talk to u,u like don wan to listen..and whatever i had ask u,u just say en,yes,no and don know..treat u so good for what?to kill my heart when u had hurt me so deeply?i have no rights to say anything..i know it but i just don bear to see u being hurt..u understand it or not?why cant u understand me?okay fine..since u wan to get hurt right,that's ur problem..from now onwards,i'm not going to talk to u anymore,not going to ans u..whatever u do is ur problem..not mine what,right?why must i do so much for u?that's it..it should end now..everything between us should end..
love the way u lie..=p
♥BubblesJoey♥
