Thursday, August 4, 2011
treated u as my friend,hope i will be there whenever u need me..hope that u will tell me why u sad or anything..but i cant..u rather keep it to urself than telling me..bcos of someone idiot,it spoil everything..i tried to mend everything but why can u trust me?i tried it before but u don know abt it..i tried a lot of times..u didn see it or hear it..what u wanna me to do?whatever i told u is true how could u treat it as rubbish?or maybe is u didn see it..butbut how do u know me to do?straight away kill him and that idiot?i cant..arghh..what had happen?since when we become like that?seeing each other and got nothing to say..arghh...that idiot spoil everything..what should i do?ehh,don ignore me lah..i also need u de leyy..don leave me..i don wan it to happen..pls stay in my life..at least for secondary sch life lah..u stayed in my pri sch life..since u stayed once in my secondary sch life,u should continue stay...after next year i will let u go..ehh...don leave me lah..u play also don wan to play with me..arghh..that idiot..i wonder how i know him de..spoil my life..making trouble to my life only..eh,i don wan to find another replacement for u leyy cos that one cant be as fun as u are..=p ehh,pls don leave me,don ignore me..i wanted to keep my promise to u but i don know how..or else u teach me lah..i really don wan to end our friendship..why cant u give me a chance?i also don know why i tell u that idiot thing is a rumor...someone tell me to say that to u..only that one is someone tell me to tell u de..the rest is really my true words leyy...i miss last year damn much cos without that idiot,no one would say that..how i wish that i didn have known him..maybe without him,it would be better..arghh but how?it's a fate..i know everyone one day will leave me..but can u don leave me that fast?i really don know what to do sehh..no one will be like u treating me like this..whenever i sad,u will be there making me laugh..in front of u,i can be myself..telling u everything..i know last time i too harsh le..making u don know what to do..giving u all the stress..cos of that idiot lah..making me so stress and we even had an argument or cold war for a few days..but i don wan it to happen seh..i finding all the lame excuses to remain as friend..feel like so stupid..but if doing all that can save everything,i will do that as it is worth...if i know this year would be like this,last year i will treasure it more than i did..if i know he will be normal and not being like last yer to me,i will explain to him..if last year i told him that it wasnt true,maybe this year,it wont be like this...
♥BubblesJoey♥
