Thursday, October 6, 2011
Haix..it's last day of school..n level finished..no school anymore..how boring days will it be?staying at home..yawn..should i stay at home or should i go out to work?it seems that everyone is working..=( but if i wan to work,what can i be?hmmm...tue,i purposely asked my father..eh,the newspaper jobs,none of them are for me right?then he say got..hmmm..wait ah..i check..ahhh...found one..cleaner or wash disher.. -.- wth...i study so many years le wan me to go do all these jobs?what is these? at least a assistance or waiter or bubbletea mah..haix..jobs?interview? what is interview?how to interview?need to write what?how to say?need to do what?i all don know sehh...what is this?now i just feel like going to school..
Haix...last day of school le..didn expect still can see u at mac after school...but why did i see u,my heart will break?u not with any girls what..why is this like that?why all the memory came back?why?why did it came back?and miss it so much?why do i remember everything that u say and do?and whereas u forget everything about it..if it is so,why did i remember it?but how could i forget about it?why everytime i see u,i must act as if every irritating to see u?which is actually not?why is it so?damn it..all the stupid rubbish things all came back..i hate it...u cheater,u liar...u too pro le..i cant win u..u can play it too well le..but i cant..i too lousy le..i can play but after a while,i will lose..it's always like that...haix...didn i know it very well that it is just a game not true...but why did i keep on telling myself maybe it's true?even a stupid person or an idiot also don believe it..why did i go and believe it?hmmmm...got so many holidays,i should think why is it so...what happen..why like that...ahhhhhh..hate u so much..u liar u cheater...maybe it's time to let go?maybe ba...hmmm..so tired..for what sehh...hold on for what?it only will be hurt...u talk more to other ppl than to me..u great..u are so great..thankyou for hurting me...bye!!!!
♥BubblesJoey♥
