haix....it's not that i don wan lent..the problem is i don have..how to lent you?!haix...i don know what to do leyy

Don know what is wrong with me...so many things to care..confusion started and i didn know what to do..seriously i'm tired!!

Because of him,i lost myself...because of him,i did a lot of things...ha! What a joke! Sometimes,i wish i was wrong...wrong that he didn love me..wrong that he likes other ppl..2 person leyy..walao!!sometimes,i wish...i could really prove that he really love me,show to everyone,proving that they are wrong,he really love me...but....i cant..our distance are getting further and further!!He saw my presence but he treat me as nothing!!Haix..what had happened?

i thought i avoid for falling in love with him alr...really thought i avoid it!But who knows after that incident happened,he said he like me..he proved it..a lot a lot...i could really really see that..it's true...in his eyes,in his heart....i could feel that..there is only me!!arghhhh!!!butbut why this year.....all gone??what had i done?

what nonsense,what fall,what love,what prove,what sweets,what like,what help,what wife,what husband,what darling,what miss,what cheer,what smart,what responsible,what careful,what nice,what good,what sweet,what are all these?are them all fake?huh?is it fake?and what's more?concern?i know you might properly being forced ba...faker!!i'm such a fool!!!

Cant believe that i let you see the real me...most ugly handwriting when rushing,being violent,angry,kind,helpful,caring..i showed you the soft and rough me...i let you see all them!!!really..i don know why..gosh!!!i felt i'm a fool!!who am i to be jealous?who am i to get angry when you flirt?who am i to have the right to see you in a far place?who am i to ask you abt it?who am i to care abt you?who am i to do all these?lastly,who am i to you,idiot?a classmate...a friend...a super normal friend or another one-gf/wife?ha!who can that be that last one?

but who are you to have such advantage?to have me loving you,treating you good,letting you,give you,helping you,get jealous,let me cry for you,let me bu zhi suo cuo,kill me heart umpteen times,look at you far away?

why our position seem to be switched?why?haix...

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