Monday, January 7, 2013
Haix..other than results, i'm afraid of the reply. Typed a long email and i click send! I don't know what he would reply, afraid of crying again, afraid of heartbroken again. Or rather i'm afraid of the truth!!! Sometimes truth hurts!!hmmm...didn have much percentage on positive things! Don't know why i became so negative!! Haix!maybe was because of judging a person? Judged wrongly and lost hope abt it? Can't believe it! How can that happened?
Thought i let him go but then just one text, one simple text, one part of memory and the feelings seemed to be back again!! How come? Thought i shut it properly alr? maybe it's hard for someone that could let me fall for everytime he's good to me ba? Haix!! I tried it very hard leyy!! 2 years enough le!! you 1 year, i 1 year, fair and square. Don't count this yer le lah! I scared i would miss you a lot,cried a lot more! Thought i couldn't cry again for you but then seeing you like this, i realised i could cry!
♥BubblesJoey♥
Wahhh!!! Scary sia o lvl results will be out soon. Don't know whether i could make it or not leh..hmmm...
Haix! A bit disappointed. Recently, went to search for Wang Zi de fb but found so many, added one cos i felt that that was the real one but then he never accept sehhh =( haix! He said 改变需要勇气! But why does he wan to change? the more he change, the more i don't like him le leyy =p oops! He alr so good le still wanna change for what? hmmm...still don get it why they disbanded lollipop and became JPM and lollipop F?haix!Who to support leh?Lollipop F have ah wei, xiao yu and ao quan leyy whereas JPM only have Prince sehh maybe Mao Di ba?Why they never come to Singapore de? hmmm...would support both of them!
♥BubblesJoey♥
