Sunday, July 28, 2013
Wow~!Soo long didn write blog liao!Haix...
Well, april, upgraded from sec to poly. Poly life, starting was miserable....too stress, cant take it, learning is totally different. However, once i settle down, got used to it, i felt better towards poly life. Well, i went to rp...I don like the rules which states we need to separate class every 15 weeks!!!It's not fair when we got close with each other and we need to separate after 15 weeks!Now my class was afraid of separating. We hated it as we are very close~!it is not fair!!!I don like it...
Haix...15 weeks is getting nearer and nearer..It's going to be week 12!!OMG!!!Cant believe it where it seemed like i just got to know my class few weeks ago~!hahaha..
There's someone that i don wan to be separated with is someone who i hated. I knew him like for only 2 months like that...He's in my class...The first time when we officially know each other was abt 2 months ago. He disturbed me and i "killed" him!! His every action shocked or surprise me.....Hmmm...we have sooo many memories!He helped me buy food...hahaha..Shocked!!That time, the stall was having long queue and my friends saw him and said let's ask him help us buy. Then i said okay lor and i went forward and asked him. Then he said okay leh(Shocked). My friends ended up queued and left me asking him to buy for me. I told my friends that he said okay leh. Then my friends said something and i said huh?What thing?Cos they said it secretly.. Me feeling weird and went to ask him why you wan to help me buy? Then he thought for a while and said cos i got one question to ask you. I was like err...okay?What question? And he said why you voice haven change?Like baby voice like that!That time i was like ....... Will girls change their voice?==I thought boys change their voice only?-.-"and then he helped me buy after that...Haix!!went back to class, gotta do ppt. He done his group de ppt liao and then came to my group and disturb me==then i chased him away,he still don wan to go!!Then his friends came and play with him and saw his pocket spoil. They asked why and then he saw me and said i spoil it==zzz..then i said where got?not me leh==anyhow say then they said ohhhh(loudly)..and they said orh hor faci not around he jiu like that== then they say later someone jealous worr..then he asked if i'm with someone or not sia(shocked)so i said no lah i don like him also. He called me baby(one time) and i was shocked. His friend heard it and said ehh?Why he called me baby?Cannot anyhow call, later someone jealous=.="One time, i received my friend message saying hi...I looked at my friend and ask what happened?Why you text me when you can just ask me just sitting beside of you? Then my friend shocked and said no i didn. Then she looked at him and said haiyo..is he texted de. He text me hi and asked why i so pretty and don ignore. So i asked him why you text me?Wan my number ah? :p hahahha..Then he said ya sia!Shocked!So i asked why do you wan me number?He said cos i wan to know more abt you. So i asked why?He said cos i'm cute and then i speechless sia..omg!!So i said okay lah i give you my number. and i told him actually i have his number too cos of the class whatsapp. Then he said i stalker==zzz..well, after that he text me and said hi. Then we started to be close. He texted me sometimes. but i don know why, what happen, he didn text me and feel lazy to reply me. What was happening?I don know. Recently, heard that he is going to US and not planning to come back anymore. I was like uh...why?Why like that?Then i how?Are you going to leave me and go to US?That whole day, my mood was terrible!!I was totally no mood to do anything. I feel so sad. I kept on holding back my tears in class. I even cried at home. I cried a lot of times. He has been avoiding me after i heard him saying he is going to US. I felt lost. Someone who always talked to me is leaving and he is ignoring me now!!!What is this?Even if you wanted to leave, you also cannot be like that!I don wan to be like that. That week was terrible. He ignored me and i was afraid of talking to him. I didn have much opportunity to talk to him. I feel so sad. I emo for that whole week. Finally i have opportunity to ask him. I asked why he so weird?He said no, he didn. So i asked will you leave without saying goodbye? He said huh?I said forget it, so...will you still be round next week?He said no. My heart started to ache. I asked where you going? He said to Thailand.I asked for what?He said for judo competition. I asked again will you be coming back? He said from when to when he will be back. I was like really?My heart felt relieved. At least he is coming back. I was so happy to know that he is coming back. He is a bhb guy, full of confidence. He is so weird. The first time he is leaving, he told me and said whatsapp him if i miss him but this time round he didn said it. I was like why?What happened?Why like that?Now, he is in Thailand and i feel lost. I'm so bored without him. He's my entertainer, someone who i can "killed".haish!!Now without him, i have no one to disturb. I need to be independent!!!I must get used to my life where there is no him. Since when...he is soooo important. I told him i'm bored without him and he said and then?None of his business.. My heart died. Ha!You pro!!I didn like you. I did so many things is just to give you back what you give me. And that's what i wan to do for you. My friends were jealous of me treating you better than them.Life without you, i went crazy and emo. And that someone was jealous?==whatever, i don know why is he jealous where that person is not around. Yeah, i admitted that he became important cos....he is my entertainer. I need him and i'm not close with you okay?How you wan me to like you?ARGHH!!!Can anyone tell me if i like that person who is in Thailand now? Why did he become immportant?Do i like him?I wonder if anyone would be like him,willing to be fooled by someone such as eating a lot of chilli with cheese fries?He ate it. He doesnt like chilli and he ate half of it where i only wanted to show him the cheese fries with a lot of chilli. His friends asked if he wan to exchange or not(no chilli de) then he said nvm, since she wan to fool me, i eat lor. Shocked sia!!!So what should i do?do i like him or not?
♥BubblesJoey♥
